citi

maybe i'm not built for love

if they are okay losing you, stop begging.

"We can still be friends" noo we can't😭😭😭

i wonder if anyone would be hurt by my absence if i just killed myself without saying anything

I think I confuse people. I have a bubbly personality but a sad mind. I talk so much, but have social anxiety. I self sabotage good things, but get sad when the damage is done

i stopped texting first and started disappearing

I should not be left alone after an argument because the urge to kill myself gets 10x stronger

It breaks my heart a little each time someone stops messaging me I must’ve done something wrong maybe I’m not good enough I hate how avoidant I’ve become I’m not ignoring you, I’m just too scared to respond I’m sorry if I seem rude

I want my OWN person, no matter if it's platonic or romantic, i want someone who thinks of me first, every friend that I would say is my closest has a friend that's closer to them than me. I WANT SOMEONE JUST FOR ME ONLY

i hate having an anxious attachment style this is HUMILIATING i am making a FOOL out of myself

i hate liking someone, i get mad territorial ngl

Fuck I thought us texting everyday meant u were interested, my fault.

i just wish you wanted to talk to me as much as i want to talk to you

getting attached to someone online is like a death sentence

sucks when you really want to talk to someone and they are so dry and uninterested

Sucks to feel like you're losing a bond with somebody you thought you'd have it with forever

Maybe I should just learn to be alone and never message anybody ever again