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Went out in the sun :)

Went out today :)

“you can vent to me any time!” and then when i actually vent to them i get halfassed comfort techniques or just flat out ignored ,, don’t offer comfort and reassurance if you’re just going to disappoint omg

Went out in Paris :)

Ghosting really hits diff when you’ve experienced abandonment in the past. It’s not just the silence or the unanswered texts, it’s the way it feels like history repeating itself. Let me explain…

Having an anxiety disorder is awesome because you do in fact think things like "I sent too many messages they probably are mad and dislike me now :/"

i’m always saying, “i understand,” but deep inside, “what about me?”

idk how much longer music will be able to help me through this

went out for a night stroll in Paris :)

I fell in love with someone I can’t stop loving But I can’t be with. And this shit is killing me

social anxiety sucks. you unintentionally make yourself sad you feel alone even when you're not and sometimes you dont even know whats wrong

The overwhelming urge to self-isolate, so there’s nothing left to hurt me.

Sorry for being so fucked up. Sorry for being such a failure. Sorry for being a disgrace. Sorry for being me.

Living with depression and anxiety • no motivation to leave your bed • dreading leaving your house • not being able to go out • unable to make new friends • being paranoid or restless • mentally hurting • zoning out a lot, ignoring people • not being yourself

i'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. i just really want to lay in bed and never get up. i'm just so tired of life.