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i kinda want to change my layout but im too emotionally attached to this one. idk

Fyodor fragrantica

I KEEP SEEING SCARY SHIT ON MY FYP IM ALREADY PARANOID PLS gtfo

i saw my oomf hating on cortis.....? what

oomfs to lovers sounds cute

us?

@fyodorsghost WHO WOULDN'T LIKE YOU you're so sweet and cute and everything

yeah I don't mind (I say as I bang my head against the wall)

@fyodorsghost i TOTALLY get you, don't worry. not feeling romantic attraction is really complicated

I want to be able to love someone. I've never liked anyone romantically, I feel like there's something wrong with me. I've never gaf about anyone but I want to (? But you also can't force yourself into feeling things?? Idk it's complicated I want to kms at this point

@fyodorsghost actually i really don't remember anything so i'm on the same board as you

@localvampiree I haven't read it yet but I also have a feeling I won't like it. Not because it's objectively bad but because it doesn't seem to be the kind of literature I enjoy but for now I can't have an actual opinion

i think i am the only one in the bsd fandom who doesn't like no longer human... it pissed me off so bad i stopped reading it halfway. he was so misogynistic

@localvampiree of course it will be alright, don't worry the sun always comes out after the storm you know?

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@yokainii_ that's so real

@localvampiree it's a never ending battle lol. it's either disrespect, aggression, disinterest or a sign that my mental state is declining. this is the happiest year of my life, i just physically cannot express joy in the way that's expected of me

i need to find a way to sound less monotonous/deadpan when i speak everyone assumes im either bored, sick or hate everyone.

i love you endlessly, sunflower anon

@yokainii_ miau i sent you a message miau. check your dms miau. a cat video is waiting miau

@localvampiree here at your service

summoning miau

@yokainii_ noted 📝 i hope i won't forget

what terms I am comfortable with and what i’m not man- ✅ tomboy- ❓️ boy- ✅ girl- ✅ woman-❌️ masc- ✅ transmasc- ✅️ king- ❓️ prince- ❌ princess- ❌ queen- ❌ guy- ✅️ butch- ❌️ femme/fem- ❌️ sis- ❌ bro- ✅️ the majority of these answers are contradictory

@yokainii_ then it immediately goes to my playlist

@localvampiree ploho is my lifeblood

last song, tag 5 (?) mutuals @localvampiree @atsuzuke @fyodorsghost

@yokainii_ and this is mine btw im too lazy to quote lol

@yokainii_ i think they just find making ai make things for them easier than asking you. ai is a very different thing for their generation so maybe they find it interesting. just my opinion ofc

family uses ai to generate everything. i have begged them to just have me make it. it's all very simple things like logos or photo editing. ive done it before and they liked it. so why. am i that unskilled that you'd take cheap ai slop over something id be overjoyed to make