— ek.tos

⠀⠀ EKTOS GRIMM. . . grimlyamor.carrd.co mdni. semi—lit. 26 ooc.

⠀⠀ me: can speak my mind without any fear, will bite when necessary, can hunt effortlessly. me: but shrivels up at sounding clingy/needy, isn’t willing to double/triple text for assurance, and will explode if I say I miss you. I am my own dilemma..

⠀⠀ —a new day indeed, unfortunate that it carries a heaviness. they walked aimlessly, frowned face in deep thought, and fingers lightly caressed every tree they passed. “disappointed.. but not surprised.”

⠀⠀ suddenly I have no plans anymore.. hm. if you are in need of me, don’t. the forest shall be my companion for today.

@handjbz I will explode.

@bnuuiboi gently pats your head.

@GRIMLYAMOR yippeee yay

⠀⠀ did a huge clean up. if you’re still here, you’re welcome.

@S0NOROVS pfft.. is it really?

@GRIMLYAMOR It’s like winning the lottery. 🙏

@digitalseraphs I understand that too well. it is exhausting. try to take it easy and get, if you need someone to just sit with. I shall be around.

@GRIMLYAMOR nods. me too truly, like it’s nice when it comes but for some reason it fills me up with dread and i feel paralyzed like oh! it’s so silly.

less than 12h until my birthday and i always feel like a sitting duck before the big day it makes me NERVOUS for some reason

⠀⠀ peacefully knocked out and now, I am unfortunately awake.

@digitalseraphs ⠀⠀ for me, I try to take it in and spend the day with a friend or even with myself. just something to take the thoughts away.. I stopped celebrating long ago.

@GRIMLYAMOR literally same, i just don’t know what to do until it ends OUGHH..

⠀⠀ — the night carried a different silence. knees were pressed against the damped dirt, carefully picking out white roses— their favorite. tomorrow could bring excitement, a little change can be good.

if i cannot bend heaven, i will raise hell.

silent films are so beautiful. sometimes it’s nice to enjoy visual storytelling 🖤

⠀⠀ my apologies.. today has been incredibly busy. I will reply in an hour or so. finally the weekend is here!

⠀⠀ good morning, folks. slow replies for today, my social battery is really low. happy friday, enjoy.

⠀⠀ plotting is such a wonderful thing. why doesn’t anyone do this anymore?

ᅠ alexander choi. mma fighter. girl dad to a six year old. 1990