special plan haver

or at least i sure hope today’s headspace can be chalked up to temporary post-vaccine side effects, cause if i feel similarly awful for any longer than one more day then idk how i’ll even make it to the end of the month

it’s good that i was able to get vaccinated yesterday but i def was not prepared to feel so psychologically extra-shitty today as a side effect

@kendallroympreg luuuuv to find out that her rivethead roots run so much deeper than i previously realized

Sasha [Konietzko] [Dorian] Grey is sooooo ridiculously transmasc-coded, god bless

learning that she’s been a KMFDM appreciator all this time makes it even more endearing to me that she did those collabs with Raymond Watts in the late 2010s 😭

@rosebride666 yr art style suits Anthy so perfectly, omg

From last year

even in that tacky white suit he pulls off the intense-eyed teeth-baring classic rivethead snarl so well

youtu.be/4Ufcpkg_4z0 mesmerized by the vaguely-menacing strange autistic charisma of this Gary Numan era

I'm a disabled trans sex worker of color without needed care or supports suffocating in a poverty & neglect loop that stifles me from improving my odds of survival. I am URGENTLY seeking aid to not be ev1cted & grateful for any support. $0/$618 ca, vm, pp: dogshapey

@damnse1fly tbh i got deeply annoyed with that episode because Christopherson’s colonial-ass “sexpat” lifestyle was only referred to briefly + as an afterthought

@cripplegoth bad gays did an episode on coil a little while ago, closest you're gonna get probably

all i’m asking is for One podcast to do a deep dive episode on Thee Temple ov Psychick Youth where 1) either the guest or the host is already familiar with Throbbing Gristle, 2) idol worship & satanic panic bs are both neatly avoided, and 3) no one repeatedly misgenders Genesis

transition goals

its never gonna go away

@suchnerve cause when i see someone willfully overlook the existence of fair & rational personal reasons behind why some of us may not be down to maintain relationships with people who fail to mask, instead reducing us to a narrow-minded monolith… that doesn’t sound much like empathy to me

@suchnerve do you figure a bad faith generalization about people who maintain strict standards in their social life re: the practice of masking = evidence that *you* are “able or willing to exercise the empathy it takes to imagine how differing experiences and needs affect decision-making”?

One of the cracks in the stability of the Covid Conscious Community is definitely “Do you maintain relationships with nonmaskers?” I’m on the “Yes” side, because I firmly believe it’s unacceptably dangerous and unhealthy for any group to wall itself off from people unlike them.

gastroenterologists would be my go-to suggestion as a starter, but after that you’ll likely wanna move on to rheumatologists at some point for a more advanced level of dead-eyed apathy & casual malpractice

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unironically love it when strangers on the street say ominous & cryptic [without being hostile or threatening] shit to me in passing. feels like being clocked as A Crazy Person in the most laidback & amicable way imaginable

* (it says this on the back bc it’s merch for the Blair Witch Project game. i however wear it as a huge poseur who has never played the game, bc from the front it passes as merch for the film instead. that being the case, i wasnt gonna pass up an ex-housemate’s neat hand-me-down)

was wearing a hoodie that says “Evil Hides In The Woods”* on the back. some guy passed me outside the QFC then turned around with a tortured look in his eye and informed me “evil hides Everywhere”. all i could really do was hit him with “facts. [awkward pause] i agree, for real”