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self harming by staying fat

summer is only fun when you’re skinny

this kind of pose is the most triggering thinspo ever

i’m scared to go back to america again and see just how expensive everything got after not having been back for a year now

@_str4wberrei sending you love x i’ve been there and i know how it feels bc nothing anyone says makes u feel better either

I don't like talking about this stuff on here but I've gained so much weight lately and idk what to do with myself. it's so distressing, I can't look in the mirror, my clothes are starting to get tighter, I look so huge and I hat how I feel. I'm so overwhelmed in my own body

Si tienes todavia necesidad de mamar pecho como reflejo de trauma de la infancia te fumas un cigarro como hacemos todos, ya lo dijo freud

This is how I feel in a daily basis

someday i’ll meet someone who reminds me of the ending of and that reminds me by the four seasons

@odetoh1m ill miss hearing from you but i hope you have an amazing life. be safe x

I took a week break from twitter and it made me realize how consumed my life is by social media. I will be permanently leaving twitter, but after the worried messages i got from going inactive I wanted to let the people who loved me here know why ive gone. goodbye friends🫂

i can’t believe my ex said this to me back then

i feel so unbelievably fat

when someone tries to tell me abt wattpad, but i was on it before there was a premium option, it had no ads, authors posted new chapters at 3am, the comment section was easily pushing 100+ under an hr, mafia troupes were taking over rankings, & 1D was buying me every other story

biber kifla changed my life shame i can’t have it more

i had a nightmare there was this angry snake who kept trying to attack me and he wouldn’t stay contained

my favorite youtuber posted a weight loss video and he’s actually giving a lot of inspiration

parents found out i was smoking weed in my car now they talk to me like this

i been just playing in my ass all spring

i need to get back to starving. before my trip i only ate meals while i was high and then i feel like i gained a shit ton of weight on my trip and today my work had an event and i ate so many finger food things idk what they’re called