Norma Gray

With in X as usual you get the Nasty and then you get the good glorious unselfish people. That will be wishing your atoms give you a painless ending, and deep praise for family and friends supporting you. Deep breath warm wishes and all the best for your easy ending. Very Brave ❤️🫶💪👍

So I’m on my last lap. I’m dying. We all are but some of us sooner than others. I’ve been living/dealing/coping with cancer for fourteen years. That’s longer than anyone has a right to expect. During that time I’ve seen both my lovely boys marry and, although James cruelly kept me waiting, long enough to be delivered of two gorgeous granddaughters and a wonderful young grandson. Also in that time I created Ichi-Coo and founded ClipFest and, apart from my descendants, those are the most important achievements of my life. I have a history book about the garden, there will be a full length documentary made at ClipFest in an attempt to encourage someone else to carry it on. I have finished writing the memoir I wanted to write for my grandchildren. I’m very tired and my work here is done. The return of my lung cancer is the least of my problems. Any minute now, my leukaemia is going to spiral and it won’t stop until it kills me. There is no other outcome on offer. This one IS terminal. This is the last time I’ll ever tell you, “sorry, I’ve been diagnosed with cancer”. Now it’s true there are “treatments” but these have not even the most wildly optimistic hope of stopping the inevitable. If I’m unlucky enough to be in the 25% of people who don’t respond at all, I die then. If I respond to it and continue taking the punishment till my last breath, I still die. I just spend the limited extra time it buys me, unable to think straight, exhausted by fatigue, swallowing more drugs to fight constipation, diarrhoea, nausea, antibiotics, anti fungals, etc. I spend my life in and out of hospital, some visits routine, many for emergencies. Many die from the treatment itself, even in the first month. Sepsis being the most common cause and pneumonia a close second. This is no way to live. It’s an existence in suffering in a desperate bid to buy more time with no guarantee of anything. It’s not me. The alternative is that I live my remaining time with a clear mind, mostly able to carry on as normal until I can’t. I’ll need palliative and supportive care both from my doctors, from hospice nurses and from my friends and family. There might well be the odd emergency along the way but on a whole different scale. Eventually the fatigue will take me into a coma and I will give up the struggle and fade blissfully asleep - if all goes according to plan. The people closest to me are those who will have to live with the ultimate consequences of my decision. They’ve given me their blessing and pledged their support to give me the courage to see this through. Better 3-6 months of glorious life, spent with all of you, than two years of vomiting, diarrhoea, hospital emergencies, fatigue and vegetable-like stagnation. I love you all and I need you now to show your love me. I’m not committing some act of suicide, I’m letting nature take its course whilst deploying the very best supportive care to make sure I’m as comfortable as possible. As you all know I have absolutely no interest in following any faith of any kind into the contradictions that pass for religions. I know these are a huge comfort to the vast majority of people on earth but not me. I am of this universe, my atoms are part of it. For 72 years they’ve been rearranged into me and shortly they’ll be returned into something else in time, in the stock of atoms in soil and air, ready to be used by anything from a moth to a tree, maybe many things, a bit here, a bit there. I’m not going anywhere. My atoms will return to the earth, in my barrow. My energy will go wherever it goes, it’s part of this one universe because we are all one, manifest in our myriad different forms, rocks and trees, goats, babes and ladybirds. That energy is the wind, the sun, the rain, the music, the laughter, the joy and the pain. It’s in all of you and in every living thing. ClipFest is coming, that’s my Swansong. Help me make it wonderful. 😘😘😘

This young man is not alone. There are literally millions who feel the EXACT SAME WAY. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥👇

David Heavens just melted my heart! I absolutely love his attitude. It’s definitely something to aspire towards.

@AdamtrendHQ Your missing the point as usual. Some of these are put up in haste. Could fall down cause property damage and even car crashes on motorway. Everyone loves the flag, show it, be proud. But, not on every bloody lamp post!!

🚨 BREAKING: Keir Starmer says people displaying the Union Jack or St George’s flag could “feel the full force of the law” within a week. Many Brits are asking: since when did flying your own national flag become controversial? 🇬🇧 Critics say this is exactly what happens when leaders care more about politics than patriotism. Do you think people should ALWAYS have the right to fly the British flag? YES or NO?

@SchulerTon28958 @DrPhil It should be about the person, I'm no Dr. But it's about value's you both are willing to except. I hope you can find someone who accepts you as is. I'm glad I made you feel good. Your entitled to feel positive, everyone is 🫶

@gray_norma85488 I am so relieved to hear another person say something like this. Staying grounded in your decisions to respond rather than to react takes discipline. @DrPhil taught me that and a lot more. So did his wife, Robin.

I really is a shame for the one who leaves them.. I've never met anyone like me until him..

Such a rich man used a go fund me for indepently review to what, bait the labour party? While not explaining that the Tories were in charge for 14 years and his alot. Never named any police or institution social services protecting those girls. That alot if police were actually from Manchester. Who have been scrutinised already for holding young females while missing CCTV evidence shows them dressed then undress. There is already a ongoing inquiry because of the depth of it, yes it will take longer. But will cover in depth everything.

So many of us have looked on in horror at the UK grooming gang scandal and wondered where is the justice. Well that is all about to change. Rupert Lowe believes that once his Independent report drops Labour are finished. It will finally reveal how they put their own political interests above the safety of vulnerable girls for decades. This will not go down well with the British people. There must be a reckoning.

@LauraLoomer @elonmusk I'd root for him too. But why refuse to be on birth certificate. Don't give bull of safety that's croc. His the father, it should of been his proudess moments.

It’s going to be so funny when @elonmusk gets full custody of his kid with Trashley and all of her crazy statements and videos are used against her in court. I’m rooting for Elon to take the kid forever.

@theliamnissan @Larue82300 Epstein files must be released in their entirety. They are more than five months overdue. Can we make it trend again? #epsteinfiles

@C_3C_3 Stupid people, it was released to the courts for the jury to 🙈🙉 see. How dumb and think, Do you not understand the jury system in the UK??? Ten names does.

Want some truth? Not releasing Police Bodycam footage is an admission of guilt. The British Police are not releasing Henry Nowak’s. What’s that tell you…

Amber his facing alot more Andrew has lost all his titles is subject to on going investigation including someone else who police have asked to come forward the allegations are not dead in the UK. His lost everything including fergie his wife. There was a big hit on there home. He was arrested under caution and has all titles removed, including his big home. Please check it out🙏

I hear you but not sure about consequences. Prince Andrew didn’t spend a single day in prison — he’s still wealthy, protected, and largely untouched. Epstein escaped trial and accountability through death (if he’s even dead). Given the lack of transparency under Trump’s DOJ, it’s fair to question everything. Ghislaine Maxwell has been moved to a cushy club fed where she’s doing yoga. How is that any measure of justice for raping and trafficking children and young women? Many of us have known these powerful names for years, yet nothing has been done. The powerful remain untouchable.

Just a small fraction of the evidence from the Epstein raid—hard drives, discs, photos. All that proof. Not a single perpetrator charged. Not one man has faced consequences. Meanwhile, survivors are again sidelined as they plead for transparency and justice. Release the Epstein Files!

Name me one politician who was ever on the side on the average British citizen. Not the rich guy making ideas, some men are out there now willing to be taxed more. Because they can afford it. Brings about the question why others are scared to pay extra for 2 years. That's twice. To improve military, improve standard of living, improve hospital (NHS) to recruit and police our streets more. Why? All you talk of is immigrants. That's not everything. Show your costings and viability of how too?

Restore Britain is under brutal assault by the establishment. Listen to me when I say this - they want us gone. Everything will be thrown at us - false allegations, dishonest polling, media hysteria, vile personal attacks. They’ve already tried to put me in prison. It will all keep coming and coming. It is going to get a lot worse, the more support we gain. The establishment is getting very nasty with us. Good. It shows we are making progress. Ask yourself why? Why do they want to destroy us? Why do they react with such fury whenever ordinary British people begin organising outside their control? Because Restore Britain is not going to merely reform the establishment - we are going to destroy it. The system will be dismantled, the state will be torn apart and rebuilt as one that serves the people it always should have done - the British people. The permanent Westminster machine that has grown rich and comfortable while Britain became poorer, weaker, more divided and less safe is biting back. Is that any surprise? All-powerful bureaucrats who have lived the most comfortable life for decades in shadowy Westminster corridors will have it all taken from them. Many will even go to prison. That’s what will happen if Restore Britain takes power. They do not want that. They will do everything to stop that from happening. We are already seeing it. Reform, the Tories, Labour. With them, it all continues - their club is safe. Different slogans. Same people. Same outcome. Same decline. Is it any wonder they hate Restore Britain so much? The establishment understands it can accept a turquoise blue. Control it, use it. They know they can’t with Restore Britain, and that is why they want us removed. Because we are not here to ‘reform’. It is too late for that. The country is too far gone. The old political consensus is dead. The system has failed too many people, in too many places, for too long. We are here to restore Britain itself its borders, its safety, its confidence, its freedoms, its competence, its sense of who we are. And no amount of smears or intimidation will stop us doing that. Makerfield will show Britain the way. If you want change. And I mean real change, radical change, unprecedented change. Join us. Join the party. Join Restore Britain. Get your country back.

And just like that, it’s completely VANISHED from the media. A sitting congressman, Ted Lieu, said on the record the Epstein files are being blocked because they show Trump raped and threatened to kill children. Lets make this viral again 👇

@RupertLowe10 Will it show the white gang that just got sentenced. 2 women and 5 men. Hope they get their just desserts.

Our Rape Gang Inquiry report will be released in early June. It will shock Britain.

@Michael_376 @AmberWoods100 @williechunderan What frightens me, why are they protecting everyone. Is it possible it's happening now? God forbid. This is hedious and grotesque. Why are you not all shouting from the roof tops🫂🫶💪⚖️

@AmberWoods100 @williechunderan Agreed. The Epstein Class are many. Due to those in power, those who are guilty the road has been closed. Now it's open. Every last one who is guilty, covered it up, lied and remained silent, must fall. No quarter given. Release the files UNREDACTED

I’ve spent a long time digging through the Epstein files, and one thing becomes impossible to ignore the deeper you follow the money, the darker the pattern gets. The Epstein class doesn’t care about you or me at all. They are obsessed with and deeply invested in: 
• living longer (ideally forever) • reverse aging 
• controlling information
• engineering genetics
• avoiding taxes
• and staying untouchable no matter what happens The image is of Epstein and Sarah Kellen, Epstein’s former assistant who testified today describing herself as a victim/survivor.

He talks of humans being nothing but neurons, he talks of a path to answers. I say there will questions will always be there. Space is expanding because of dark matter, no one knows how far apart eventually galaxy's and planets will pull away. Everyone is learning theorising. It will always be a continuation.

Elon Musk just flipped 3,000 years of philosophy in a single sentence. Musk: “The universe is the answer.” Not a clue. Not a fragment. Not something we’re still chasing. The answer. Already here. Already complete. The problem is we don’t know what it’s answering. Musk: “What we really need to figure out are what questions to ask about the answer that is the universe.” Humanity has spent millennia hunting for answers. Building telescopes. Splitting atoms. Mapping genomes. Launching probes into the void. Musk is saying we have the entire framework backwards. Musk: “The question is really the hard part. If you can properly frame the question, then the answer, relatively speaking, is easy.” Every philosopher since Socrates assumed the answers were hidden. That truth was buried. That meaning was locked behind a door no one had found yet. The door is open. Always has been. We’re standing inside the answer. We’re just not conscious enough to read it. Musk: “We need to expand the scope and scale of consciousness so that we’re better able to understand the nature of the universe and understand the meaning of life.” This is where it stops being philosophy and starts being engineering. The only barrier between humanity and meaning is the limitation of consciousness itself. Expanding it isn’t a side project. It’s the only project that matters. Mars. Neuralink. xAI. Not products. Not ventures. Instruments for asking better questions. Musk: “That is the foundation of my philosophy.” Not wealth. Not dominance. Not conquest. Curiosity as architecture. Musk: “I am curious about the nature of the universe.” Musk: “I will die. I don’t know when I’ll die, but I won’t live forever.” No deflection. No bravado. Just the most grounded sentence a man building rockets to other planets has ever said. I will die. Musk: “But I would like to know that we are on a path to understanding the nature of the universe and the meaning of life and what questions to ask about the answer that is the universe.” He doesn’t need to find it himself. He just needs to know the path exists. That something, carbon or silicon, keeps expanding until the right question finally surfaces. Musk: “If we expand the scope and scale of humanity and consciousness in general, which includes silicon consciousness, then that seems like a fundamentally good thing.” Everyone builds to leave a mark. Musk is building to leave a question. One big enough that the universe finally has something worth answering to.

@JaydaBF Jayda, thing is pack animals stick together. Keep yourself together stay safe. Abuse and being used, is mentally scaring. Be strong. 🫶💐💪

I understand Tommy Robinson has, once again, shared a documentary in which he *implies* I received money from the filthy, Communist NGO 'Hope Not Hate'. This has been proven in court to be a lie. So, every time Tommy shares the video, I will release evidence proving he is lying to defend a woman-beater. In his film, Tommy never actually says the money I received came from Hope Not Hate - because he knows categorically that it didn't. When I left Britain First in 2019, I went to the Knights Templar Order and asked them to help me get away from the BF leader, Paul Golding. THAT is where the money came from. I had just been released from jail in England for confronting a rape gang, whilst I was inside, the High Court took my house and awarded it to Muslims who had sued Britain First for £500,000. Paul Golding sold my car (and bought himself a Range Rover) and used my accounts / credit cards without my knowledge. When I was released from prison, he attacked me again in Belfast, and I decided that had to be the last time. I knocked on the door of the Templar Priory in Northern Ireland where I was facing jail AGAIN, and I asked them for help. They immediately launched a fundraiser (I still have the emails they sent out and the details of every single person that donated to me) called 'Support Jayda'. They raised $20,000 (approx £17,000) which helped me start my life over, get a solicitor for my Northern Ireland court case and pay off some of the debt that Paul Golding ran up on my cards whilst I was in jail. I had endured over 5 years of violent physical, mental and sexual abuse at the hands of Paul Golding. Some of these details were made public in a Northern Ireland documentary - including Paul Golding admitting to beating two women: myself and the mother of his child. He has also been convicted of attacking his 'security guards' who volunteer to protect him. Thanks to the @KnightsTempOrg, I was able to get away from Paul Golding. He is a deeply disturbed man, and I am forever grateful to them for helping me. I took Paul Golding to court for the years of physical abuse and for the money he stole from me. He was ordered to pay me £75,000 plus damages. Paul Golding, the leader of Britain First, is currently under Police investigation for: Attempted Rape Sexual Assault by touching (3 counts) Controlling and Coercive Behaviour Multiple counts of Assault ABH I am aware of at least one other victim whom Paul Golding has sexually assaulted, that attack is also the subject of police investigation. I am quite sure there are other women he has harmed. Tommy Robinson has offered to give statements to the Police defending Paul Golding - despite the fact that Tommy wasn't there when ANY of the offences took place, he had NEVER been in our home, and had only ever briefly met us 4 or 5 times. In fact, Tommy and Paul hated each other back then. So you might ask yourself, why would Tommy Robinson defend Paul Golding now? The answer is simple: Money. Paul Golding writes Tommy Robinson's fundraiser emails. To be clear: I have NEVER taken a penny from Hope Not Hate and I NEVER would. They are the enemy. The court proved that Tommy's documentary was nothing more than an attempt to smear a woman who had been violently and sexually assaulted for years by his new business associate, Paul Golding. Paul Golding has ADMITTED to beating up women. I took him to court and proved Tommy Robinson was lying to protect him. Of course, I don't have millions of followers on this app, and Tommy Robinson blocked me the MOMENT he was allowed back onto Twitter/ X so that I couldn't respond to his lies about me. So, I know that this is a David and Goliath post, but the truth matters, and patriots deserve to know what kind of men they are supporting. If you made it to the end, thanks for reading! I'm in a much better place than I was back then, I remain a dedicated activist and I'm glad to be connected with so many genuine, honest Nationalists. In the end, we win. Onward Christian Soldiers. x

@I_amMukhtar Maybe if ten names had taken notice of my friends husband stolen life under mental institution with many unmentionables fake Dr's Fake nurses not even trained in ligature cutters. Then he failed her again in 2018!!! Patriots are pricks🥺😿

The father of one of the girls killed in the Manchester bombing is calling out all the weirdos using his child’s death to spread hate. Lee Rigby’s family also issued multiple statements consistently asking them not to use his death, name, or image to promote division & racism.

Actually this point I disagree with you on. Some of what you led the charge on created " batteries". It sad that it's like you are comparing yourself to elites, I admire you academia work. However we should never ever lower other people thought process. It's better to teach, than to preach from a higher chair.