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𓏏𓏏  Nick / Nikki  †  ☁️ She/Him  ⁔  1 7  ₊ (·•᷄ࡇ•᷅ ) °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ ᯓ.ᐟ Pro-Recovery + IFB DNF ! Fatphoic + Anti-Recovery - basic DNI (don’t hate minorities) °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ ♡ and ↻ plz .ᐟ 🏷️ #shedtwt #edtwt #shtwt

This implies I don't typically eat under a 1000 calories and it's #true I prefer 1000-1200, and not mentioning the fact I've been depressed eating like a bitch since February

I ate under 1000 today and I'm still suicidal #ohokay

I never understood the “croomf” shit like how do u have a crush on ur oomf on twt im crine

Apple, we NEEED these emojis!!

OMAD'd subway, I'm mad asf fr rn fr fr

hey so here are some gross things that come from starving yourself: -teeth and nails turning yellow -constipation -organs literally rotting -bad breath -DEADLY farts -peeing and shitting yourself -and you know, dying not very clean, is it?

fat shaming 13 yr olds and saying “what do u expect its edtwt” is weird btw and doesn’t excuse u being a horrible person js lyk

@hollowIove_ I frequently run out of space on my left arm and/or it’s still healing from a previous sesh 💔 so I go to my right arm It is notably less scarred thoughhhhh

@geopisskink They said it in a terrible way 😭 and was an asshole about it

@geopisskink They’re kind of right, people do copy each other and friends. EDs and self harming behaviors are very competitive with yourself and others so, there’s a good likely hood that someone might want to one-up you to prove that their more in “control”, or “worse” or whatever

hit a nerve i guess

"but you look healthy!" just call me fat

I'm sure we all know who

My FP told me to stop doing what I was doing and go into another room to do another task, and I started to have severe suicidal ideation and legit thought up of a plan and started crying my eyes out.

@Amoemaxxing Notice how men are rarely seen in fatspo👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

Fatspo is just internalized misogyny#mytruth

@nuclearasscrack I WISHHH YOU LUCKKK, also someone who relapses often but I have to wear short sleeve uniform here’s my tip 🤫🤫🤫 If you can’t wear arm warmers or have a long sleeved undershirt or bracelets or whatever. I do this for work often enough

IM SO ASTRONOMICALLY FUCKED. I JUST CUT ALL OVER MY ARM AND THEN I REMEMBERED THAT IN 5 DAYS I HAVE TO GRADUATE AND MY DRESS DOESNT COVER MY ARMS. FUCKKKKKK BRO I HOPE THEY DONT MAKE US TAKE OFF OUR GOWNS😭😭😭😭

If you mention the random blur on my wrist, I WILL KMS It’s a stick and poke tattoo that is easily identifiable, scars are also identifiable but can easily be mixed up between people so idrc about that

I’m only good at wrapping sandwiches and washing dishes at my job #unreliable

I just want to show off how nicely wrapped this sandwich is Holy shit, I locked in

I hate posts like this because this is how I started self harming, it was smaller cuts like this. Even the tiniest of wounds can spiral into a decade long addiction and to shame someone for smaller injuries is incredibly disgusting and insensitive.