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"ผมรักคุณ" ★☆☆☆☆ "ถ้าย้อนเวลากลับไปได้ ผมก็จะยังไปตามหาคุณเหมือนคนบ้า ผมจะทำอะไรโง่ๆ ต่อให้คุณผิดหวังในตัวผม ขอแค่คุณไม่เป็นไร ผมก็โล่งแล้ว ผมขอโทษจริงๆ ที่ทำตัวแบบนี้ แต่ผมห้ามใจตัวเองไม่ได้" ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ #MyRoyalNemesis

no longer beating myself up for having normal emotions fr because in the end everything works out for me anyway and i always get whatever i want :)

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@Amefleuries Maybe some rest will help with that, Solene?

I'm so exhausted............

나 남자친구랑 디엠하는데 전남친연락옴... 비켜씨발

2AM and I have this sudden burst of energy to pick up IELTS study materials again because my score is expiring in a few months.

@muncorner Hey.

🍀 Planning to stay awake until qualifications. Did anyone still up and want to talk? I will reach you out on DM.

Shin Seori is me because I, too, can obliterate 10 bags of Deli Manjoo.

And yet, strangely, after that night, I’ve never felt more alive. I guess it’s true when people say that you need to die a little to live more. (But now I’m dead sick again, lol. So what.)

I got reminded of that time I was lying there so weakly in the emergency room in Korea, after being rushed into an ambulance because my friend was genuinely worried I might pass out alone in my room… (Hidup ini isinya sakit terus, kenapa ya.)

Tetap menangis walaupun suara pun tidak punya.

@stillanorbit Makasih yaa. Semoga beneran cepat pulih dari segala drama sakit ini, soalnya rasanya sudah lama banget nggak bisa tidur nyenyak. Ooh, berarti kerjaannya memang bisa sampai pagi juga ya, Langit? Pasti capek kalau lagi hectic begitu.

@monoveau Saya juga begitu, kalau berminat berteman, saya buka profilnya. Hahaha. Waduh, semoga cepat sembuh, ya, Bul. Jangan lupa minum obatnya. Kalau saya tergantung porsi kerjaan di hari itu. Kalau lagi santai, bisa cepat. Kalau lagi hectic, bisa lambat.

🪵 IT’S FRIDAY NIGHT, FRIENDS LOOKOUT 🪵 Drop your FCV, Rentry, Carrd, or anything here, and connect with anyone who interacts with it! Be nice to everyone!

@Ethernacht I hope so.. This is the worst illness I’ve experienced so fae. It’s been going on for two weeks already.. At first I thought it was because of an allergic reaction to dust, or to dry air, or to a new medicine I was supposed to take, so I didn’t go to the doctor’s immediately. </3

@monoveau Well, I hope there's nothing serious after this. Have you experienced this exact kind of infection before, atau keluhannya baru kali ini?

Beneran infeksi telinga, hidung, tenggorokan. Tiga-tiganya. No wonder why I feel half dead all the time.

@Ethernacht Baru sekarang ini, Everest, karena udah ga bisa tidur sama sekali. Kemarin-kemarin karena masih di luar negeri malas banget ke dokternya. I’ll feel better after drinking the meds hopefully..

@monoveau Udah pernah periksa ke otolaryngologist belum, Bulan?

@muncorner 2 months and it’s not that I’m /not/ ready, I’ve completely given up on love. That was my last shot.

🍀 How long have you been alone? And also, are you ready to fall in love again?

!!!!!!

I coughed myself to death for seven straight hours while battling a headache (it’s the only-slept-for-30-minutes-prior juice), acid reflux, and feeling like dying again because both of my ears were severely clogged. All in all. I’ve finally arrived. Home sweet home Indonesia.

Just landed from the worst long-haul flight of my life. Never, ever be unhealthy when you have to take a long-haul flight. Never.