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each of us are born clean. i feel fortunate enough that i sullied my life with my own two hands. the lives of most are dirtied by the hands of others.

i am what i am, and i am nothing.

i circle around you, a wild animal near a fire. i remember i would kill for you.

you don't make a sound. heartbreak was never so loud.

every road leads back to me. i am the only destiny.

MY HEART, MY HEART BETRAYED ME.

when you hear my name, do you feel ashamed ?

stop, make it stop, make it stop, i've had enough, stop, stop, stop,

he is trying to kill you, and you deserve it, you do, and you know this.

i thought i had no heart. i find i do, and a heart doesn't suit me.

MY HEART, MY HEART BETRAYED ME.

i feel the endless pain of being and i am scorched by the sun.

my obsession is one you can trust, blind idol worship at first blush.

your eyes reflect me in a terrible way.

you do not live ﹔ you are not allowed to die. you drift between earth and death, which seem finally, strangely alike.

i look at you and my heart trembles.

you must want very much to die. you look like a trapped animal.

a waking from death and a return to life.

my barren land, i am ash from your fire.

you starve and you don't talk. you thirst and you don't talk. you desire and you don't talk. you don't say anything at all.