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having a brain that is bullying you 24/7

Im almost 24 so im definitely undeniably an adult but like I definitely feel like I should still be a teenager and my actual age is confusing and scary to me

@emoshaped it gets boring REAL fast😭adding daily walks has made it much better

anyone else's dissociation get way worse when ur more physically tired

do you ever just go wow i have a lot of repressed anger

we keep blanking out mid-thought bro help

having one alter that's all about being unconventional/doing things differently from how its usually done and one that wants to stick to every little thing that makes the most logical sense

@morguesmanor it irritates me so bad because one google search can tell u why a younger person may have joint issues

every time i tell someone that i relate to their constant cracking joints and aching bones they look at me in bewilderment to go “you’re only 21 you shouldn’t be that way…” like Oohh this is not a safe space all of a sudden

hard life to be the guy who denies having DID only to keep being met with evidence of us having DID

@wayfarerdreamer most of us have very distinct subgenre tastes but general genres mix a lot

Normal tweet for once. Systems: do your alters have varied taste in music? People ask me all the time what type of music I like and I can never answer because the preferences in my system are so broad.

Used to think I was faking DID since some of my parts only front once then never again, and I question the existence of some alters, till I remember(ed) it's a dissociative disorder. It truly doesn't matter how consistent the self is, because it isn't.

love coming into work and finding an energy drink one of us bought us before <- guy that's sleep deprived

why is being a system ironically such a lonely experience (for us)

love the game we play where we have to figure out who remembers what memory and if they remember the faces/names attached to said memories

how it feels trying to make a single decision as a system

Yippeee!!!

summer time without the obligation of school means everyone rushes to try to equally do their hobbies since we have more time but it causes us to sit and be overwhelmed bcs we don't know who to prioritize😵‍💫

i'm burnt out

will prob update it with more stuff later on -🎚

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