Smiley_Pepper985

Slight intro. I was on shedtwt in 2023 UNTIL 2023 and I left but due to unsatisfactory events I’ve begun cutting myself again and I want you guys to see. I may post provocative things surrounding cutting but I will keep others comforts in mind.

Sorry guys

I can’t help but think you guys will bully me for finding 900 cals restriction

Can’t believe I’ve gotta go to work tomorrow I just wanna fuck my self up

Waking up Gucci on my peejayysss

1,515 cals today. Counted half the cals of the Alfredo, fiber brownies, chips, and ice cream cause they sat in my system for a while but I know I got it out. Might have sauerkraut but I’m having another uncrustable

I am useless everyone hates me on here and irl because all I am is annoying and a nuisance I just want to be loved and seen and all I do is bother people. I’m so annoying. Why don’t I just start eating super low again. What’s the point in being healthy?

I wanna. Cut myself And bleed out in front of everyone. I’d do fit hemd if he told Me to because he’s the only thing that matters to me I love him so mihc onb junnfcukkkkk

Took the oxycodone acitomenophen pill. I’m not performative tweaking I just can’t spell. I love my baby. I love him more than anything in the whole world. Everytime I hurt myself I know he’s disappointed in me and it hurts me. Please please please please please please please ple

These are just irritated right. There’s no smell but there’s like clear liquid and they hurrrttt I used a newish bandage #shtwt #slittwt #ouchietwt #shedtwt

All of this and you KNOW I’m chucking it right back up after because my boyfriend hates his life and I’m scared he’s gonna kill himself #edtwt

@snoopylover99 Peak flavor omg the only redbull I like

breakfast :p 10cals

MY LEG HURTS SO BADDDDDD

2:30-150 I love snacks

I never do anything 100%

9:45-90 cals #edtwt #edrtwt #anatwt

@hiltsgasalms1 I’m not lesbian, I’m bisexual but I like fat people, I actually find skinny to really skinny people unattractive personally and IM NOT A FEEDER but I like seeing people eat cause it’s something that scares me and they’re brave

Do lesbians on edtwt not like bigger women? Is that a thing?

I have no interest in food anymore

Oh yeah groceries so peak #edtwt #edrtwt #anatwt

Dont think my boyfriend realizes how deep my anorexia effects me, I fear he doesn’t take me seriously. I feel like this will go further than I want it to. I hope he doesn’t leave me.

Lost 3 pounds in one day even after eating cheesy breadsticks…I’m the goat (I know it’s water weight but any weight on me needs to go)