ຖikki

Thing are going well if I'm not thinking about past, future, or present

Many without a chronic illness may not understand how just dealing with doctors and insurance alone is like another job

Did such a great job of not being forward or presumptuous that I think I friendzoned myself.

i regret everytime i let someone know me too much.

Not everyone deserves a fight to stay. Some deserve an open door.

literally how much sorrow can i take??

when i grow up i want to be a human

What the hell am I supposed to do now

i hate having nothing to say to someone i want to talk to

sorry for being so self absorbed, my suffering is all I can think about.

it wouldn’t make sense to you you don’t know the whole story

I wonder what life could have been like without anxiety

i am so weak

Imagine someone treating you like they love you

They say, you get used to anything in the end, but I am having trouble letting go of all this bad stuff happening right now.

pretending to be okay was never easy

i sacrificed so many things for people who ended up leaving me anyways

To be truly seen. That is everything.

Overall I just want to be a better woman mentally and physically

i think the scariest thing in this world is you never know someone's true intentions with you