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looking for mutuals 18 i have arfid (suspected) + schizoaffective disorder (diagnosed) just want a space to vent about this i enjoy cute things and video games !! i will follow back anyone, especially if you’re also schizospec #edtwt #shtwt #988twt

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I’m so bored all the time, life feels so empty

I am grotesque

@ReyAlinTheBunny I have one

@sleepheadless get a therapist

How does anyone survive having zero friends can anyone relate

@ReyAlinTheBunny Have you considered I tweeted this in two seconds to complain about my issue I’ve had for years and that change doesn’t magically happen because I save a couple seconds

@sleepheadless @sertindole Okay so the more time you spend complaining the less time you’ll have to practice actual social skills

I’m never going to change

@ReyAlinTheBunny @sertindole I know that that is why I am complaining

@sleepheadless @sertindole The more excuses you give yourself the less you’ll want to try

@Kabburye I have schizophrenia I assure you I realize that

@sleepheadless You have to realise everyone is evil and scary and you genuinely should never trust anyone on this planet like everyones scary as fuck

@sleepheadless It's the same answer to how does anyone survive being in jail for 20 years or lifetime

@AEn1ma__ This is my favorite hobby

@sleepheadless yeah its called making parasocial internet friendships that vanish in around a week

@sleepheadless It's an episodic kind of pain that only hurts when you remember it's there, like waking up mid-surgery. You don't always feel lonely. It's weird.

@pulpybrain This is a very beautiful way of putting it

@daddyjahy Yes

@sleepheadless Ao3

@ChrisWinters_CA Ohh, sorry, it just came off weird because im schizophrenic, so I thought you were referring to me, now I understand though

@sleepheadless Sorry you're doing through this. I wasn't implying anything, just answering the post. I have it so I survive without friends because I just prefer not having any.

@daddyjahy Does fanfiction count

@sleepheadless Read a book

@ChrisWinters_CA disorder on account of the fact that I am struggling with schizophrenia first and foremost. Thank you though

@ChrisWinters_CA I Definitely have schizophrenia, if it were just szpd I wouldn’t be hallucinating and delusional and the medication they gave me wouldn’t work. I have considered that I may also be schizoid, but my therapist and psychiatrist aren’t too eager to diagnose me with a personality

I feel like I am made of spikes and sharp objects and I repel people away