citi

You could literally be DEPRESSED for MONTHS and the only thing people will notice about you is how easily you get irritated

No one talks about how embarrassing it is to get excited about someone just to realize they don't even like you fr.

maybe i'm not built for love

if they are okay losing you, stop begging.

"We can still be friends" noo we can't😭😭😭

i wonder if anyone would be hurt by my absence if i just killed myself without saying anything

I think I confuse people. I have a bubbly personality but a sad mind. I talk so much, but have social anxiety. I self sabotage good things, but get sad when the damage is done

i stopped texting first and started disappearing

I should not be left alone after an argument because the urge to kill myself gets 10x stronger

It breaks my heart a little each time someone stops messaging me I must’ve done something wrong maybe I’m not good enough I hate how avoidant I’ve become I’m not ignoring you, I’m just too scared to respond I’m sorry if I seem rude

I want my OWN person, no matter if it's platonic or romantic, i want someone who thinks of me first, every friend that I would say is my closest has a friend that's closer to them than me. I WANT SOMEONE JUST FOR ME ONLY

i hate having an anxious attachment style this is HUMILIATING i am making a FOOL out of myself

i hate liking someone, i get mad territorial ngl

Fuck I thought us texting everyday meant u were interested, my fault.

i just wish you wanted to talk to me as much as i want to talk to you

getting attached to someone online is like a death sentence

sucks when you really want to talk to someone and they are so dry and uninterested