Melody (-42)

*♡+:｡.｡#edtwt intro ｡.｡:+♡* ✧. ┊ not new!! Redoing my intro! ✧. ┊ 22 | she/her | 165cm ✧. ┊ ugw: 100lbs/45kg ✧. ┊ high sw ✧. ┊Minors/shtwt dni!!! ♡︎/⟳ if u wanna be moots! ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

@glitterlungss Thank you so much!! 🫶🫶

@MelodicEnvy i’m so sorry :( my dms r open if u need to talk x

I don't mean to trigger anyone but I am so upset. More then upset. All this progress? Gone.

I don't get a break today for my 8 hr shift so I chugged a regular monster and that'll be my lunch for the day

I just had someone ask if we did surveys on their service they received in store... The shift lead gave her the dms number and email, I'm so worried I'm gonna get fired for literally nothing

I made my own spaghetti sauce last night from a bunch of veggies! Butternut squash, cucumber, cherry tomatoes, mushrooms, and carrots. It was really good :) with some protein pasta made the whole thing worth it

I didn't set my alarm but somehow I woke up exactly when I needed to to go to work today

I'm so jealous of one of my coworkers, she's literally so small and all she has for her lunch break is either one granola bar or one banana. Like bestie give me your endurance to work a double and still manage to stay on your feet with that alone

At work rn and I'm shaking so badly, I fainted on the sales floor so I had to go next door and get something to eat.... But mall food is literally so fattening I don't want to eat more then a bite

Love when I start posting I lose followers like yes people I am still fat give me a break

Going to the bar to drink who knows how many calories bc I had to surrender my cat

I think I'm gonna allow myself 3 more items of clothing from the place I work from and none more until I go down another size. I was a 22/24, now I'm an 18/20, so I'm gonna get some things for summer and then stop until I fit in a 14/16

Are there any walking pads that are super quiet? I live on the second floor of my complex so I need something that won't make too much noise and kill my neighbors ears

I work 2 jobs and ones almost full time and the other is when I get free time so I COULD vent about the customers but I literally work at a sex shop and plus size store so I mean

My apartment complex has a mini gym, I've been trying to convince my partner to go with me so I'm not alone looking like a weirdo for the first time but he's always so exhausted after work so I'll have to wait for his 5 day 😞

I know it's not a massive difference but this is what I mean when I say I lost while gone 😭 like I promise I tried and I'm still losing, there's over a 40lb difference it just doesn't look like it

I feel bad for not posting like I swear I'm not leaving again I just live a very boring life 😭😭

My stomach is all sorts of messed up right now, I've gone to the bathroom 12 times today 😭

Today is meal prep day, gonna make some protein angel hair spaghetti!

This is cauliflower rice, egg, sliced steak, frozen peas carrots corn and green beans, with soy sauce, chili paste and teriyaki sauce! It's sooooo good

Today's breakfast/lunch! Stir fry I cooked up last night, each batch is about 600 cals so this is today's omad!