I feel like everyone is running in place . The real game is inside of you . YOU can’t start living until you go within .
Meaning … sobriety
Shadow work .
Meditation
God .
Fitness .
Everything you think you know , forget it .
the more I do inner work , is the more I realize that I don’t want to be an entertainer . It’s fake , dark , rigged .its like you have to fight for your LIFE to be acknowledged. Then finally when you feel acknowledged, you just feel so tired and empty .
I got stung by a wasp yesterday morning. THE WORST pain I ever felt in my LIFE . apparently I’m allergic to them . Bruh the venom makes you feel like you’re itching and burning on the INSIDE . So it’s torture because you can’t itch the inside of your skin ! Lord Jesus