Specu After Hours

@ponsofreaky oh i do~

liking what you see?~ #spicyvrc #ecchivrc #vrchat #vrc #Chocolat3D #Airi3D

@SmugK91857 Hehe, maybe you will see~

@SpecuXxX I wanna see

Hey there~ Wanna see something? #spicyvrc #ecchivrc #vrchat #vrc #airi #Airi3D

@ItCrims Maybe i will~

@SpecuXxX Hehe show me

@Jinx__Berry Aww...Thank you!

@SpecuXxX Nice avatar, damnn hair color 🩷🩷🩷😍

@IshtarOfCarcosa Im proud of you hun~

I don’t normally make post like this but I wish to share this with you all: 1 Year ago today I Started My Journey On bettering Myself and over coming my battle with Drug and Alcohol Addiction today I can now say I’ve been 1 Full year clean! I just want to say thank you to-

btw if ur trying to follow me and the follow immediately got revoked then u should wait a few days before trying to follow me again; twitter thinks im a bot rn :c have feet as an apology (repost, forgot tags) #spicyvrc #ecchivrc #vrchat #vrc #Chocolat3D #Airi3D

h-hey! give me my top back!! #spicyvrc #ecchivrc #vrchat #vrc #Chocolat3D #Airi3D

@Nathaliechan90 Thats completly understandable, im more of, i don't want to bother people even if i can be in mood for something, as i know im not really interesting or entertaining person during those moments, so often i just let it pass and listen to music to stop thinking about it.

@SpecuXxX I feel that... I'm fairly socially awkward myself and not joining on anyone... Stuff gets only harder if you look on your friendlist and everyone's on orange or in privates... I try to open up to the "lewd" stuff, but i'm extremely shy about that part aswell <-<.

A bit rabling time. So...i never stated it openly, but mainly during introductions when i meet someone new.... Im quite shy, and sometimes its really hard for me to request on people, thats also why some people see me in vrc after months not seeing me in person.

@jnych4n Im really not forgetting....just recently started to do other stuff than just vrc which also take my time...besides irl work ofc.

@SpecuXxX yea, totally not forgot at all 😒 yea, i remember how shy my goddess are at the biningging and is still quite shy now, but i don't mind. you are who you are and i love you for who you are :3 feel free to req if im on green/orange it will not bother me (cuz im mostly is alone TwT)

@Pabbybun Yeah, still, im trying my best, and even if i can't meet all of people i have friended for some time, im trying to keep contact through dms to not remain in silence.

@SpecuXxX I feel this a lot, I feel like I'm really awkward so it doesn't help that I'm shy on top of that Everybody I meet always tells me "ah you're not awkward at all, it's fine", but still it's bleh I have so many people added that I got to meet yet, have them added for months... :/

And thats all...from my ramblings...wanted to let out some toughts to clear my mind a bit, and maybe let my fellow friends who follow me here how i feel about some things, love you all and thanks for reading. Pics soon! I did not forgot to take them...not at all :3

Ofc im still working on myself about that and making small steps but..there is hell long road in front of me for perfection but...i will always be...quite shy person for new people i meet so...i hope that i will not make anyone feel weird near me.

hi gooner #spicyvrc #ecchivrc #vrchat #vrc #Chocolat3D #Airi3D

Spent some quality time with @SpecuXxX! Always a joy to hangout and cuddle with~!😊💚💚💚 (A bit of more riskier pic this time~!) #lewdvr #vrlewd #lewdcontent #lewd #booth