ilia ̆̈.ᐟ.ᐟ , ʚf shedtwt݁𓂅

ilia last blade is literally rusted… nd idk my skin jus feels weird like all my old scars from yrs ago stacked on top of each other n made this kinda shell…ig., like why does it feel so thick it disgust me and trigger ILIA TOO LOUD pls wanna break out of it or

GUYS I NEED DIT TO STOP PLEASE OLEASE ... ILIA REALLY NEEDS TO CUT M ILIA NEEDS TO SEE ALL OF HER BLOOD BUT IT NOW

ilia is foing to do a badddd thinggg (>𖥦<)"

i took 6 sleeping pills about 2h ago and even if i didn't slept last night im still awake wtf... x x plus im still running a 78h fast.. whyy८ ˃̣̣̥ ᴖ ˂̣̣̥ ꒱ა

HIRRY UP HELP POOR ILIA (╥‸╥)

ok but PLS #moothunt〃・

i changed my layout ;322 ilia issss hapyyyyy

please

ilia REALLY needs to self-harm but only wants to make 1 cut, not more!!! so it have to be perfect and i’ve run out of space in the “best” spots… my arms and thighs are covered in thick white scars and you can’t even see my skin anymore. it just makes ilia....८ ˃̣̣̥ ᴖ ˂̣̣̥ ꒱ა

@doenuttie @sakurradoll yayayyayay (´꒳`)♡

@blythevoid @sakurradoll YES M SO DOWN !! *\(^o^)/*

moomfs do i start playin adopt me ? i luv playin roblox 2 distract maiself durinn fasts but m so nervy 2 start adopt me cuz i fink i will b so behind (＞人＜;)

@doenuttie @sakurradoll oohh/.. pwease can ilia come wiz u nd play..?..૮꒰っ˕ •͈ ꒱ა i really need to be with good and nice friends and have some pleasant moment and it will be just fine្᭬

@sakurradoll RLLYY (´；ω；`) ?? M SOO DOWN !!

@iwkeelk oh why r u being separated from ur bf??? whatwvathsta

I miss my bf so much, I need a hug from him NOW. It's actually painful being apart IHATEHIM

ilia's upset > she cry > she hurts > she drug

ilia is very very VERY UPSET NOW

i think il going to have an """"episode"""" like idk i just feel super weird rn

loop loop loop

01.05 • 40,9 kg march and april ana were very nice to ilia!.!!. ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ bmi15 im comin for u!!!! :;33

im so bloated pls make it stoppppp

@AndupBack12120 yup!! thanks dats sweet :33

my stomach is killin me rn:.. ><" .. ilia is very hungry but wont eat !!!!! !(•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑.