just another human

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always the motorcycles but never on my side of the highway :(

i’ve decided i want to be a hidden public figure once again LMFAO #hi

losing your spark is so weird like wtf happened to me

everyone wants a good woman until that good woman requires you to be a good man.

i like venting on twt cuz instead of burdening your interpersonal relationships U jus vaguely sprinkle ur burdens in a public Area

debating making my profile public again

the stress and exhaustion are eating me alive

last year I was miserable & depressed, this year I turned that shit around & now I’m depressed & miserable

"do you have games on your phone?" 🥹

Some things fall apart because you’re the only one holding them together.

he grew 🥹

no, havent been since i was 10

My therapist once explained that the reason you zone out in a towel after a shower, sit in your car long after parking, or mindlessly scroll at night isn't because you're lazy or unmotivated. It's because your nervous system is stuck in a functional freeze state. You can still work. You can still show up. You can still get things done. But it takes every ounce of your energy. That's why you feel chronically exhausted. Why do you space out so easily? Why can you be social and fine all day and then ignore every message once you get home. This isn't a personality flaw. It's a body that has been surviving for too long.

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i’m really sad all the time it makes me feel so selfish