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late intro!! stats in bio, pro recovery (not for me though) likes: pop punk music, white girl 2010s music, crochet, classics, reading dni if under 16, anti recovery, racist, homophobic, etc feel free to dm me about anything!! always looking for new friends <33

@ghostivyleaves 100 cals def wont stop you losing or make you gain!! its so little itll barely make a difference i promise!!

I'm gonna eat toast again idgaf if a 100 calories outside of purging to bile is going to keep me from losing weight I'll just stay big and round

@iwillglow4ever yipeeee!! would it be better for me to make it a thread, screenshot my notes app, or put a link to a google doc??

@cigaretteofed meeee

hypothetically if i were to write a short story ab having an ed would anyone be willing to read it trying to improve my writing plssss

@kaane0 i used to bring food into my room and put it in a freezer bag so i could pretend i ate it, but i would forget to throw them away (adhd) and they grew mold :/

what’s the craziest thing you’ve done because of your ed? i think mine is that i would omad half of a double chocolate chip muffin for an entire year when i was 11.. #edtwt

@ghostivyleaves theres no such thing as a “bad” anorexic!! its a mental illness not a physical one!!

I am taking a stand and saying I am anorexic too, I call myself a bulimic because well I am but I feel like such a fake larping wannarexic on days that I am restricting. I fit the criteria for an-bp and even though I am a bad anorexic I still am one

@aspartameangel no fr there are so many different fruits and veggies and youre telling me you dont like a single one of them???? bffr

this probably sounds ridiculous but people who don’t eat fiber are so unattractive to me

@poorbabe177621 19 169cm 20.6 59kg —> 48kg 🍼 in the middle

find your wl partner here ↓ based on: 1. age 2. height 3. bmi 4. cw → gw 5. 🌶️ toxic / 🍼 non-toxic 6. clingy level (🫂 / 🧊) drop yours ✧ ༄ ✿ ༄ ✧

@iwillglow4ever ooh i dont remember know i just know its season 3, but its also like a 5 minute exchange if that like its not an ‘important’ patient

@cigaretteofed WHATS THE EPISODE

was watching house and at one point he has a bulimic clinic patient and he tells her “you look good skinny” THE WAY I WOULD CRASH TF OUT AND IM NOT EVEN BULIMIC

@symptom4niac omg i <33 the patrick stump episode first time i watched them i was w a friend who doesnt know fob and i started freaking out lmaooooo

@cigaretteofed just wait til Patrick stump shows up

me seeing a kid in house md that i recognised from law and order

@dyingx_xpretty omg yeah that works so well

@cigaretteofed i think chase mostly lives off of coffee and omads but claims that it’s not a disorder thing and it’s just because of his job even though subconsciously he avoids eating because he hates the idea of gaining weight.

does anyone have any house ed headcanons?? making a thread and i have ideas for house, wilson, cuddy, cameron, and thirteen you will be tagged!!

@anorexic_akita oooh i had house as junkorexic and cuddy as bulimic thats so interesting

@cigaretteofed tag me!! house is def bulimic and b/ps. cuddy also but she does low calorie res most of the time and purges what she does eat

@sknyscryskelton YESS apparently keeping the windows open works the same as keeping the fridge door open, the cool air inside mixes with the warm air outside and it becomes the same temperature and obv its hotter in the sun closing the curtains basically just creates shade

@cigaretteofed YOURE MEANT TO CLOSE THE WINDOWS AND CURTAINS?! WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME THIS

i know everyone says this but uk buildings are genuinely built to trap in heat being outside in the sun is cooler than being in my room the walls of my room are a higher temperature than me WITH closed windows and curtains kill me now

@j4ck_sk3lly i know exactly what i want and who i want to be

@cigaretteofed i remember that guy on tiktok a few years ago who would just chow down on a head of lettuce

hot take i genuinely love lettuce even before my ed i would just eat a bag of shredded iceberg lettuce as a snack

@symptom4niac omg dont get me started on rocket i hate that shit

@cigaretteofed lettuce is so peak, it gets all the hate rocket should get

@jellyfishbunny ooooh that sounds so good ive always just eaten it plain but im doing that next timw

@cigaretteofed This but sprinkled with lemon juice and salt

@20luckystrikes oh! thats not good

@cigaretteofed you mightve been vomiting in your sleep oh my god please go to the doctor

potentially tmi?? i woke up this morning w bile around my mouth and on my mattress but i havent taken anything so my one idea (an od) is out the question what could this be?????????????

@TimViscera ofc!!!!

@cigaretteofed Omg can you tag me once it’s done??? 👀

@August1713438 literally its so good

@cigaretteofed I love shredded iceberg lettuce once I used to consume so many sandwiches where I would put bread, mayo, and lettuce. That's it. It was delicious.

@AlexG_01_ do it!!!!

@cigaretteofed Wait that sounds so yummy now that I think abt it I would love to eat an entire bag of shredded iceberg lettuce

@ghostivyleaves there is a slight difference in your arms and waist!!!! but also 20 days is not long at all so theres not going to be huge changes, and youre already so small that wl is going to take longer!!

I am delusional I look exactly the same I think the only difference is lighting and angle whatever I will never look sick I will always be an average chud because I keep fucking eating