Allie🗝

gue baru sadar....dan...gue bingung knp bisa begitu kemarin....

@caalamitouslove tapi ke psikiater dan psikolog emang harus cari yang cocok sih...aku gonta ganti gara gara responnya bikin makin down!! but my first psikolog bener bener baik banget tapi sayang di bekasi T___T

ga berhubungan sm adhd tp pas aku blg ke psikiaterku yg dulu bhw aku didiagnosis bpd sm psikolog, jawabannya adalah “kamu ga mungkin bpd, bpd tuh jahat. kamu ga jahat.” 😃😃😃😃

medical check up🐛🐛🐛🐛

i never want to live this type of life too tho...

when tf did reading (and I mean JUST reading) a book in public become performative

may u find ur whimsy and spark again

mau perempuan telanjang sekalipun lelaki ga berhak ngelecehin

its weird when other people can accurately explain what i felt than myself..i mean tysm...i just realized thats what i actually am

@ovaerkilled hi lets b friiieend !!

boyfriend application ^^ name : marshall age : 19 height : 170 hobbies : cafe hopping, music listening, reading and drawing occupation : sdg kuliah urb planning intinyah,,, color code : black, brown and gray

im sorry i cant...

when sylvia plath wrote ‘please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. there are times when i will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand’ I felt that

@jejakrasa27 ouch...

Aku pernah dengar dari seorang psikiater, kalau ada orang yang gampang kepikiran, memilih sendiri saat lagi tertekan, ingin semuanya sempurna tapi sering menunda-nunda, itu kadang berhubungan dengan luka batin dari masa kecil. Perasaan seperti pernah diabaikan, tidak diterima, atau kurang mendapat perhatian bisa terbawa sampai dewasa.

Stop reading all those damn books teaching you how to manipulate people and seek power for your own ego and read something that teaches you to love yourself so much that you know how to love others. That’s when i know yall the game fucked up.

the worst thing about being chronically suicidal is that you don't plan for the future because you are just planning to be dead. and then it's the future and you are not dead and you've just totally fucked up your life for no reason

@airybIooms u better not bb, no matter what ure a great person okk u deserve lots of warm hearts♡

i feel so pathetic :{

@pawalyzed oops sorry

kinda hard but i always hate eid tho

1st eid without home and family, it feels strange^^

@deadpowerlines LUCU BGTSIH

dengerin lagu tuh yang bermutu makanya, yang pure art… bisa tau lagu ga bermutu begitu tanda elo berasal dari lingkungan ga jelas. benerin diri gih.

@oyasumipopon @panklaris garlic fondue

lah, cocteau twins aja lyricnya ay wantu la babam babam bam mbiiiiii