Waiting is hard. That's as normal and human as it gets. But we're waiting because so many people voted and because election workers are carefully ensuring that every vote is counted properly—and that is a good thing.
Congratulations to everyone who survived the first Mercury retrograde of 2020. Allow yourself to be proud of yourself and all the progress you’ve made. Especially the progress that no one has seen. You pushed yourself, and got stronger as a person. Stick with what you learned.