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Salam ahad korg. Sy nk mtk maaf sbb sy ada few fundraising kena buat. Ada 2 fundraising yg sy rasa terkilan sbb dia jd mcm tak patut or tak perlu di buat pun. Fundraising utk Ciko and Candy. Utk Ciko, sy dh open donation utk deposit. Dah byr dah. Later sy nak sambung utk dpt kan funds nak byr full bill. Yg kedua utk Candy, sy tak buat lagi thread dia. Tp Candy now warded kat KD vet and kes yg sama which suture breakdown. Candy punya condition lagi teruk. Sy nk korg tau yg sy tak blh handle kes suture breakdown ni. Ada 6 kes tau korg semua nye. Sy jd mental breakdown. Otak sy celaru. Jiwa sy kacau. Sy jatuh sakit. Sy demam tak kebah2. Kepala sy sgt2 sakit. Badan sy sakit mcm kena pukul. Sy muntah2. Sy menangis non stop. 1 week sy tak pegi keje. Sy nak korg tau yg sy sanggup buat ape saje utk anak2 jalanan. Bg dorg sedikit kesenangan utk hidup di jalanan yg keras. Maka nye sy kutip satu persatu. Utk mandul and rawat luka2 kecil dorg. Dah sihat blh release. Thats the mission. Simple. It always been the same. Tp bile jd kes suture breakdown, dorg kena go thru multiple sedation, multiple surgery, longer stay in the vet making them so stress as the cage in at the vet are tiny and easily infected with flu also. So suture breakdown ni buat dorg lagi sakit, lagi suffer. And thats not my mission. Tu dah jadi jauh dari niat saya. Sbb tu lah sy jd jiwa kacau. Sy tak blh handle. Sy rasa sgt sedih!!! 😭😭😭😭 i took them to vet for fixing, for treatment, to give them some comfort before release them back to streets. But now jd suture breakdown, dorg jd lg sakit, lagi stress, and sy kena hadap bill yg tgi 😭😭 korg paham takkk kemurungan sy ni. Sy smpi jatuh sakit pkr kan benda ni 😭😭😭😭