vanie

my sexual fantasy is to be seen without having to talk

instead of simply telling me he wants to go for a walk this morning instead of teaching me driving my father tried to gaslight me in my sleep that i actually said no and that's why he was going for a walk/run like man do u know u can just tell me straight up what are these games

song of the day open.spotify.com/track/2ypOVyRH…

made eye contact w a random toddler holding a challi as i drove by and she instantly offered me her challi from across the road naa jaan naa pehchaan man i love toddlers

i know the end rlly is a song to listen to when you're miserable in ur hometown

you could be casually riding around ur town and bam sudden urge to crash into the car ahead of u and picturing the glash shards flying and blood flowing and whatever bullshit lorde talked about in homemade dynamite and julien baker in not strong enough

wdym if u love maggots for brains u should read the bell jar what is wrong w u

learning to reverse car is so fucking annoying it reminds me of when i had to learn integration after differentiation in 11th ki hey remember this thing we took days to master? we're going to do this thing again but in the exact opposite way just to fuck u up! hope u enjoy!

when no ones there for u the pyaasa soundtrack shows up like a mother

sometimes you'll be reading and the only annotation u can do is the word fuck

@bel1ndasayss @lobotomizedlosr u were just born with the hater bone lodged right in ur heart weren't u

@lobotomizedlosr brooklyn bridge to chorus better

what is the best song ever and why is it ode to the mets

@leonardcohnitis what makes u think i judge any one choice as inferior to the other arey

@fruitchaaat Way to call me uncultured 😔

a lot will tell me about u if u think june 16 is bloomsbury day or before sunrise day

just fucking miserable for no reason there's no saving me ever

@bel1ndasayss no

do chupa chups count as groceries

the fact that im so used to being alone is my biggest prison bec a lil bit of human contact and im tired but aise kaise loneliness jayegi

ambedkar university pays delhi university cocaine

@tangerintbhagwa i can respect that

hear me out but kiss ontology marry semantics kill epistemology

where's chaar diwaari when u need him man

in the bathroom half sleepy and there's a moth who keeps running into the bulb again and again and im so incredibly moved how do i tell him this is just hollow likeness of the flame and ur love story is torn apart and won't ever be fulfilled