max! ˖ִ ִ࣪𖤐 (-11/25lbs)

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i feel like im acting “woke” saying this . . i dont like how comfortable some of y’all on here are with recommending others to vape or smoke to supress appetite

@petal_daydream thanks! :)

@maxcals666 happy belated birthday!!!! ✨

birthday omad !! . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ 06/07 🎉 ✮ turkey w veg ~ 280c ✮ diet root beer float ~ 150c today sucked but i let myself have real ice cream for the first time in months, only spiraling a little bit. i was alone all day so i spent a lot of money for a dopamine hit

sometimes I think about my childhood and realize im never going to get another one and then I get sad

my third eye squinted open a little reading this

can’t wait for the day i go from averagespo to thinspo

my ed logic is like below maintenance calories: 😊😁💞 at or slightly above maintenance: waste of time worthless fucking day

@KJensen64624 real

Is this a safe space to admit i only drink 600~ml of liquid/day

I can’t wait to be at my goal bmi so I can maintain (lie)

experiencing every symptom of starvation but still fat

@petal_daydream i’m sorry :( i’m getting divorced rn too and this shit sucks, here if you need a friend!!

walked aimlessly for 2 hours straight while talking to my parents on the phone informing them that their daughter is getting divorced. entered an alternative fckjng reality

once u do hard drugs, weed feels so underwhelming

the scale hasn’t moved in two days and it’s starting to pmo

i feel so fucking fat

@pnkiespo ty!! :))

@maxcals666 happy birthday!!

@dandelionteabag thank you love :)

@maxcals666 happy birthday !! Its looks delicious and im spiritually giving you a hug and blowing out candles with you rn.

I NEED TO STOP FUCK!NG E4T!NG

losing weight for what? to go out with the friends i don't have? to have sex with the boyfriend i won't get? to look good for the strangers i don't meet? why am i doing this?

i don’t want to i don’t have a choice

i’m glad ppl try to enjoy time with their family and friends and say those meals don’t count or bday cals don’t count or w/e but i just can’t get into that mindset. for me the cals always count & when i indulge for the sake of friends i end up hating myself so much more