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send me to the hospital i caught myself smiling at the walls thinking how jihoon looked me in the eyes 😔

@levanteor yayy nasib baik you nampakk 😆 sbb bahayanya tinggal mcm tu je siapa2 boleh ambil 🤨 good thing smalam semua mays baik2 ☺️

@zeroosin i was so gelabah when i saw ppl tinggal phone atas meja mcm tuu je and luckily i spotted you 🫶🏼😭😭

anyway, i loooove my seatmates during the fancon 🫶🏼 thank u @yeongoigu for yapping along with me sementara tunggu show nak start 🥳 aaaaa it was so fun meeting you!! also the coincidence in our names 😂 then to another hong kong may on my left, she was soooo fun hahaha. we were screaming like headless chickens during THE part in 360 😂😭 since my seat was in a kind restricted view (due to the speaker on stage), she told me to lean to her side so we could get a fancam of that part clearly, AND YES WE DID!!! 😂😂😂 thank you to @zeroosin jugak for helping me to pegang my phones during the 25:1 group photos 🫶🏼 (need to study where did i get the confidence to trust people so quickly HAHAHA but mays are lovely 🫶🏼) thank you yeorobuns 💖💖💖

me on my private last year but girll you watched jihoon performed it three times yesterday 😭😭😭

the hi bye went on from around 8.10pm until 8.45pm and jihoon didnt falter even once. imagine being a reaction bot for 35 minutes non stop jihoon is amazing and never stop smiling either (i was the last batch so i saw everything)

@sosimimimi aaa a glad you like it! when i was making the freebies, i thought i definitely have to give you the sosimi one. and thank you for making the cutest roti tisu jihoon 💚🩷💛

thank you @zeroosin for the cutest little charms i almost cried when i saw the sosimi sticker 😭😭😭 MWAHHH

the freebies i got today 😭 THANK YOU FOR MY LIFEEEE

@ssazirahh yayy! so glad you got it! 🥰🩷💛💚

@zeroosin tysm for the freebies!! tbvh ni first freebies i ever got hahaha

@yullieyoe aww so cutee! thank you jgak sudi ambil freebies i 💚💛🩷

@zeroosin thankyouu for the freebies cumill i teman kawan i queue nak amik gambar kat bannner ni since dia tak dapat secured ticket so i gave it to my friend sebab dia yang stan jihoon siann lakk member nak nangis dapat freebies tuu😭😭

hello, dear mays 🩷💚💛 my sister and i made some phone straps (random designs) that you can use on your phones/bags during the concert. no proper pic because i justtt finished packing 😭 see you all tomorrow 🥰 #PARKJIHOONinKL #REFLECTinKualaLumpur

@manjaleya you're welcome! 🩷💛💚

@zeroosin Tenkiiuuuuu

smpai keluar back stage la kitaorng jerit2 hahaha okay tu je sorry la ejaan korean salah kita main tulis asalkan faham

then my seatmate bagi heart jihoon pun balas heart so i pun tak leh jadi ni i pun kena ada interaction so i said jihoon ah aggungpang pastu dia mcm aggungpang? pastu dia buat pastu kitaorang semua jerit hahaja excited gileee smpai habis weh jerit

waitt i should write everything that happend so i wont forget but basically at first we thought we would be far from jihoon bcs the line was mixing up so takpe la asakan bergambar dgn jihoon. bila masuk tiba2 je nampak kepala jihoon. gelaapp nya belakang tapi jihoon bersinar je.

좋아한 이후로 늘 자랑스러운 사람이었어. 물론 가끔 마음이 불편한 순간들도 있었지만 아이돌이기 전에 한 사람으로 보면 그럴 수도 있다고 생각했고 무엇보다 늘 자기 일에 진심이고 책임감 있는 사람이라는 걸 알았으니까. 그래서 웬만한 일들은 크게 생각하지 않았어. 근데 이번에는 솔직히 상처가 좀 받았어. 어쩌면 너한테는 별일 아닐 수도 있고 가볍게 지나갈 수 있는 일이었을지도 몰라. 하지만 우리가 마음이 아팠던 건 그 선택 자체보다도 그 안에서 느껴진 너의 태도 때문이었어. 항상 눈앞에서 만나고 이야기하는 사람들만 팬은 아니야. 집에서 조용히 응원하는 사람들, 투표하고 스트리밍하는 사람들, 어떻게든 더 많은 사람들이 널 알게 해주려고 여기저기 널 홍보하고 응원하는 사람들까지. 다 같은 마음으로 널 좋아하고 사랑하는 팬들이야. 누군가에겐 널 만나는 일이 어렵지 않을 수도 있지만, 많은 사람들에겐 그렇지 않아. 시간도, 돈도, 거리도 각자 감당해야 하는 것들이 있으니까. 그래도 결국 다 같은 마음이야. 널 응원하고, 네가 행복하길 바라고, 잘되길 바라는 마음. 그래서 더 이해하고 싶었고, 더 믿고 싶었어. 너무 좋아하니까 웬만하면 다 괜찮다고 생각하고 싶었고, 더 감싸주고 싶었어. 근데 그 마음이 큰 만큼 상처도 더 크게 다가오더라. 이번 일을 그냥 지나가는 해프닝처럼 넘기지 않았으면 좋겠어. 앞으로 더 오래 사랑받고 더 멀리 가기 위해서는 실력만큼이나 어떤 선택을 하고 어떤 태도를 보여주는지도 중요하다고 생각해. 예전에 너가 했던 말 기억하고 변하지 않았으면 좋겠어. 이번 일을 통해 조금 더 성장하고, 더 많은 마음들을 바라봐줄 수 있는 사람이 된다면 나도 계속 지금처럼 너를 응원하고 사랑할게. 오래 볼수있게 해줘 건욱아.

what gw did was very dissapointing. its more dissapointing bcs this isnt the first time the group has face favoritism allegation before. i hope they learned and understand their fans arent only the top spenders but also the quitet supporters that have no chance to ever meet them

me trying to understand what k-mays are arguing about through the grapevine because im nosy

all 3 fandoms im in are fightingggf zerose and2ble fans and may lets just go to sleep everyone