Gutter (angelic)

Collecting blood! (didn't go well)

mi primer error fue no haberme matado a los 11 años

Thoughts

@MTacovic Like I have said on my post I need advice that will actually kill me I'm not trying to play russian roulette "ohh will this injure me a lot or kill me!?!?!!" Thats stupid and I figured killing myself in a village is way harder than it seems. if you got good ideas just tell me

@Gutterthighcut Then why haven’t you done it yet?

@TopGoonXD I live in a village theres no trains anyways but like what pills would work that doesn't need to be prescribed? That also has a chance to just leave me disabled I want to die easily not gamble to see if I end up more disabled or finally die

@ChancesLoverr I have no bathtub and I'm not allowed to go outside so I cant find a lake or anything... and everytime I tried to suffocate myself I just get dizzy and nothing happens this truly is a lost cause m(_ _)m

@Gutterthighcut Id rather you be alive.. But I know life can suck, and Ive been there. For people genuinely wondering, you could try to choke or suffocate/drown yourself..? I wish you the best to getting better.

歳をとっていくのが怖い

점점죽어가는느낌이 지독하게도 싫다

死にたいというか、こんなんじゃまともに生きていけない

助けたくても誰も助けられないのが現実だよね 苦しかったら自分でどうにかするしかない でもそんな行動できるだけの度胸も行動力もお金もなにもないから言うこと聞くしかない

親 「好きなことするのが1番だから☺️」 ⬆️ え⁉️⁉️否定してくるのは貴方ですよ😰😰

死にたいってよりこの世から消えたい

親が1番信用出来ないんだよな

"¿Vas a llorar por eso?" De hecho sí y me voy a cortar también kmo la ves

Hacerse una herida: Intencional: ✅✅✅🤤🤤🤤🫦🫦🫦 Accidental: ❌❌❌🤮🤮🤮🥀🥀🥀

死にたいとかじゃなくて、わたしなんて死んだ方がいいんだよ　死ぬしかないんだよ

When I look in the mirror I want to cry, how can I be so ugly

why are people never bothered by the way they treated me

Hate when a mf tell me to stop sh for them cz now ima make sure to do a few extra for u