Matilda

Intro: Im 19 years old and trying to post less I’m part of edtwt even though I’d say I’m recovering and better now and not trying to be worse I just wanna exist in a space with other mentally ill ppl Dms are open but I’m scared of talking to people or being friends

@terrorful79301 Oh he’s bad alright

Im tired of wanting more, I think I’m finally worn yall.

Why do I keep living in a body that heals when all I want is to destroy myself ?

@sigh_eternally May be blood sugar issues pls be really careful if you ignore it and it IS blood sugar you could faint or worse

i think something is wrong with me i always start feeling dizzy after like 8 hrs of not eating?? no matter how many cals my previous meal was

@neocollector That’s probably it for me I rlly had to pay attention to that issue for a while before I could work out without that horrible crash and discomfort

@HungryRolyPoly i try to eat something with carbs every few hours cuz i’ve had low blood sugar before even with eating normally but that honestly could be a part of the issue i should probably get a glucose monitor or smth 😭

bruh

@stup1dthrowaway For me it happens cause I hate eating and bc im anxious when I’m not in my room and I wanna get away from my family as fast as possible again 😶

does anyone have tips for eating/drinking slower 💔i dont know why but i absolutely INHALE food and chug liquids, and i get rlly antsy trying to wait between bites/sips i need one of those puzzle feeders for dogs 😭

@colligocritters Beautiful bee 10/10

me: (after picking up bee again) I need to stop picking up bees without considering I'm deadly allergic to their stings bee: shits on me cutely :)

@colligocritters Wow so beautiful looks like a chestnut but lighter just like the shininess nut bug

everyone say hello to the newest addition to the family: Spoink!

@colligocritters I’ve never been stinked by a stink bug I thought that was just a myth. Maybe I’m pure of heart 😇

I was showering when all of the sudden I see something drop, look down and ITS A POOR STINK BUG SWIMMING IN THE WATER I scooped him up and dried him off with my towel and now he's fine but bro didn't even stink-attack me during all of this.. literally 0 reason to fear them!! 🥹

@sweetibellle The bnnuy ate it obvi

"anorexics dont eat desserts" ok explain THIS

@lightupdown0 Fem

Yall, be honest plz do I give a more feminine or masculine vibe?

@liverwfavabeans It just means the calorie labels for the boiled finished product not the dry noodles as in the noodles plus the weight of the water the water isn’t adding the cals they just wanna show lower calories on the label so they do this

people on the tl are saying adding water to food gives it more calories

@puppyst4rves Healthier eating really feels SO good and having a yummy healthy meal once a day at least helps curb u healthy cravings so much too cooking is fun!!!

fuck. fine. im convinced. goodbye junkorexia 💔

@lushstars444 When I was 17 I used to drink SO much caffeine on top of the ADHD meds I was taking like it’s crazy and it happens easier than you think that was really dangerous. You get used to it and drink more and more. I agree the parents are largely at fault though

Calling the death of a 17 year old natural selection is absolutely heartless. If you don’t agree with this, please block me

My therapist is ABANDONING MEEEEEE I’m so dramatic kill me I’m the white haired drama queer

"I hope X tries to assault me so I have an excuse to beat their ass"/(insert imagining violent and gory imagery to calm down) okay sasuke do you want phonk in the background too? Are you gonna roundhouse kick them? Should we invite Leon Kennedy? Should we tell the joker

I wanna shoot through my neck

Why does my bimonthly suicidal always creep in so innocent like HOOOOEEEEEEEEE I can’t do this shiiiiit I hate feeling this way and I can’t get shit done

@bulimarch YQL2080VP yippie yippie

@HungryRolyPoly yes!!! whats your tag

my hand gets so veiny from this blood pressure monitor Wtf