@SeejoCrux Seejo, your feelings are valid. The hardest part is knowing you need to take a break. I know you got this. your oshis would tell you the same thing. ❤️❤️
Sometimes I wish I could give everything I have to my oshis so they can help and make more fans happy.
But, part of this is because I feel like living my own life doesn't matter much. That's unhealthy.
It's something I struggle with. Having a feed full of idols makes it worse.
For something like this, you really have to force yourself to unplug and touch grass.
One thing about my m&g with Zanny. Not realizing I didn’t have my camera on, I was like hey this is my cat.
So I thought I would just put a picture here instead for everyone.
This is Aleister
Meet and greet with Zanny. Hmm.
I was too nervous and couldn’t think of what to say. He was so sweet.
I was talking with ramencat about how it went. I realized I never introduced myself and didn’t have my camera on 😭🤦♀️