
Ray Ahmad
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Ray Ahmad
@RayThePublisher
Writing academic books 📚 + creating a fictional universe (art, music edits, writings) on Gumroad for everyone to buy 🚀 Support a psychosis survivor ❤️🩹


👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity

👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity


👉 PLEASE RETWEET, REPOST, AND SHARE👈 This music video edit is deeply associated with the artworks found in the artbook: raythepublisher.gumroad.com/l/dkmwta 🎨✨ This is one of many music video edits I have created to build the world of my experience: feeling a deep love for someone I never actually met. All of my love from 2019 (when I was 16) to 2024 (when I was 21) was fictional, which I only realized later on. Because of this, I went completely out of sync with reality, experienced deep confusion, and went through so much physical alteration. Now, I am working hard to regain the beautiful, confident self I was before. 🌿💪 I will also be sharing written excerpts in the future. As I’ve mentioned, this Gumroad resource is like a fictional universe of its own—meant to show the world I lived in during psychosis, mental illness, and a period of disorientation starting from an early age in 2019. It led me to experience immense hardships and pain that disrupted me from forming real connections. 🌌❤️🩹 #artmoot #ArtShare #ArtistOnTwitter #DigitalArt #QueerArt #QueerArtists #LGBTQArt #MentalHealthArt #Storytelling #ArtCommunity











































