ethel †

How it feels surviving on 400 calories, 5 hours of sleep while everyone is pissing you off and you're trying not to snap at everyone

Sometimes i feel like i dont have an eating disorder bcs i eat. Not like a normal person but i do eat yk

talking about how bad ed culture is while engaging in said ed culture

What it feels like to refuse food and then binge later

i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june. i’m gonna be skinny by june.

rt if you weigh less than a newborn giraffe

going to bed hungry feels so good

how it feels to be disordered for so long and not yet reach underweight category💔

genuine footage of me trying to eat after I saw myself in a picture someone took of me.

you seem pretty excited to eat for a girl with anorexia

i need to lock in and lose 20 pounds immediately this is not a joke

i mourn my lowest weight like its my dead husband

how it feels losing weight youve already lost

i act skinnier than i am its so embarrassing

how it feels to be knee deep in ur ed but no one notices cause you’re not underweight

face fat this arm fat that thigh fat this stomach fat that IDC I WANT IT ALL GONE

this is lowkirkgenuinely how ana feels like for me

woke up 149.6 lbs today….i have 19 days to lose 19 lbs….IM SO SCARED

how it feels to post when you’re an old edtwt account so all your moots are inactive

how to starve yourself no hunger pain no cravings no light headedness fast weight loss no gain back no hair falling out tutorial no glue no borax