₊˚⊹𐂯 Jaxon 𐂯⊹˚₊

Final boss: Me VS The urge to sh when I’m left alone too long

Why is being alone so fucking nice

I hate him

I've felt very very suicidal for weeks now and it's all I can think about and idk what to do anymore but I'm scared to tell anyone

My brother makes me feel dysphoric

I feel like if I talk to my mom she's gonna send me away

I don't want to do this anymore

I'm trying to be okay for everyone

I swear the only time I've been talked to Today is because someone wants something from me

I wish I wasn't alive

I need weed please

I hate nighttime

its weird seeing all the people my age that i know graduating and moving on... i feel mentally stuck at 13. its amazing how mental illness can just make you freeze while time continues to move forward

Idk how much longer I can keep this shit up for

Honestly might just go home and relapse im so fucking tired of everything. I found out I'm moving into an apartment building (which I hate) and I'm also moving across town, my package is stuck at customs and I haven't been able to sleep for weeks

I need to finish this stupid mask but I'm so drained

I relapsed, broke a bong and a lighter and destroyed my room, what the fuck is wrong with me

I want actual help

Maybe I should of died that day

@DaineThePuppy Secret 3 option : NO:(!! You deserve to live twin

Should i kill myself on instagram live or tiktok live?