You're not waiting for the right time, you're avoiding the right decision. Every time you say "not yet," what you really mean is "I'm scared it will work." There's no perfect moment. There's only movement. Decide, act, break through, or stay rehearsing survival.
you deserve someone who chooses to make you a priority because they value you, they understand you & they want you. not someone who chooses you sometimes, not someone who comes & goes as they please, not someone who's indecisive about wanting to be with your or not.