jamie

do you think he will notice if i change or will he have this impression of me forever ? im so embarrassed i want to go live in a little hole underground where no one will ever hear from me again

im shaking i feel likeshit i think im gonna cry actually im disgusting

I just figured out what the worst part of all this was. i have embarrassed myself in a way that i cannot fix and i think i wont sleep unless i take 3 benadryls but i wont ever do the same mistake again its just terrifying to think i made that mistake in the first place

its crazy how a man can affect my cognitive and mental capacities by simply existing i am too weak for this shit

who dont know me irl because its just awesome how i can share more stuff online without feeling bad about it

hey twitter its been a while ive changed phones and i keep forgetting to download the app on it. ive also been living a lot of things irl and ive just had a crazy week bro. crazy month too but the chain of events this week has been especially crazy & i need to tell that to people

@ozequinha02 @Meow_meow826 have some empathy

@Meow_meow826 Using drugs and getting pregnant at 16 maybe?

If this is considered "weird" then what the fuck are normal ppl doing with their life?

Ive been waiting all day for the great big Quebec storm thats supposed to happen

in order to be an environmentalist, you have to be anti-imperialist, anti-zionist, and anti-capitalist. anything else is just cosplay.

my vape taste like chatGPT

i thank yall twitter oomfs for being there for me at my loneliest times i hope you all eventually find your place too or at least some friends to spend all of your time with i wish you all the very best and i still love all of you deeply

of like, everything . omg i sound like a 16 year old but my life has been so delayed i dont even know why. the weird kids were so boring when i was a kid we didnt do shit at least im happy to peak in my 20s and not in high school

yea because i used to get up at 3 am and be unable to sleep when i felt a little bit uncomfortable. i sometimes wrote notes because i thought i wouldnt fucking wake up the next day im glad i got over it so shut up if you wish the best for me you dont want me this fucking scared

my mom told me the other day i should become “hypocondrac” (extremely anxious) again so i would stop all this shit but ive really just started and i used to have plans to kms idgaf about my internal organs anymore Or my safety like omg you dont know what its like girlllllllll

to be fair i have been sad for too long im not scared of ruining my organs anymore i just needed all of this so bad i was so lonely like just one year ago im not saying im not sad anymore i feel like shit all the time but at least i have people i love around me

Oh no i think im more addicted to nicotine and alcoholic than my friends

been listening to so much pigeon pit im reconsidering the lies i have told myself about my identity in the pursuit of conformity

just came across a reel of a dude cosplaying as an ira guy

hey boss sorry i can’t come in today :/ im sick…OF LIVING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i hate it here!!!!!!!! i’m really sad all the time !!!!!! 😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖pleaseeeee don’t make me come innnnnn 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩