hurt & move on. i don’t wanna hate people that i used to love, that i thought would be in my life for years to come. i just want to accept that they aren’t & let it go, it’s just hard when i lost so much of myself in the process. thanks for reading lol
friendships i didn’t ever intend on losing, through conflict or death. but i’ve also maintained a lot & i’ve gained a lot, i feel really grateful to be able to learn things from my past. i just hope one day i can forgive myself and in turn, find forgiveness for how I’ve been +
thinking about how one of the most fucked up things to happen to me was when i started a relationship with someone, the next day they were completely gone, like ghosted. took forever to hear from them. had to stay chill despite being so anxious, triggered, wondering +
@crying4444 i think you'll love the whole album it has an old school feel to it i can't quite put my finger on it like i'd say 80s influence its so good