clemie 💕

everytime i eat

im struggling with fasting for more than 24 hours

fuck restaurants without calories on the menu

i want to see my friends but every hangout involves calories

bloating genuinely makes me suicidal

why can’t i be chubby in a cunt way instead of a chud way

waking up after dreaming about binging or gaining weight

i binged all week and surprise surprise: i gained weight. i fucking HATE myself.

what complaining about binging feels like

@loveallpeoplw you have noooo idea 😭😭

@disorderedclem God that sounds really fucking annoying to be honest

i can’t smoke, i can’t drink, i can’t do drugs, i can’t binge, wtf am i supposed to do for comfort???????

me when i claim to have an ed but i dont make progress for months and people who are not disordered lose weight faster than me

when someone takes an off guard photo of me and i realize im even bigger than i thought i was

“Starving actually makes you gain weight”

i feel fake anorexic

this is unfortunately what im built like

i’m sick to my soul. i hate being overweight

why is the process of losing weight so fucking slow??????

i only lost 0.3kg this week i fucking hate my life

calories rt if you cried