Flames/Yaseen

frustrating how i automatically psychoanalyze Everything ab myself like Hey i feel slightly jealous that my friend has a Closer friend. this means im insecure of my status in their life bc of my low self esteem & perceived unworthiness due to my mother ignoring me as a kid

@mahdy358 This might be one of the prettiest Lexa screenshots ever

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A mental illness that is unrepresented in media:

Have you fantasized about hanging yourself since childhood or are you normal?

teaser for my upcoming uni project

DON'T LISTEN TO UR BRAIN!!!!!! NOBODY HATES U!!!!!!! NOBODY IS MAD AT U!!!!!!! IT'S EVIL!!!!!! STOP LISTENING !!!!!!!!

shouldve killed myself last year

passive suicidal ideation is like no i won't attempt but if i got hit by a car and died that'd be nice

i don't belong anywhere.

i hate how one small thing can ruin my whole day why am i so sensitive

It's crazy how depression kind of just makes you dumber and wipes most your memories, genuinely such an evil mental disorder

I feel so sad when people say they relate to me like I'm so sorry 🙁

i wanna kill myself i wanna die i wanna end it i wanna cut myself i wanna get high i wanna get drunk i wanna bleed out i wanna cry i wanna slit my wrists i wanna slit my throat

I lowk don’t remember most of my life but that’s okay

brain keeps whispering evil things to me. to defeat this i will isolate myself and engage in negative behaviors until it resolves itself. this has never worked historically but surely it will work this time

feeling very bad don’t know what exactly is wrong could be the multiple disorders or the childhood trauma or the bad weather or the nutritional deficiencies or the lack of sleep or my hormones or the curses or my father or the loud noises or

you either say how you feel and mess it up or say nothing and let it mess you up instead

i don’t feel human