Gringo Mandingo

Daily reminder that My happiness is nobody else’s responsibility

Dude behind me at lunch ordered “The usual.” Got hit back with a “and that would be?” Has to be absolutely devastating. Can’t even imagine.

@iky_fwjett Move, I got into free base and had no end in sight and just moved away from everything. Shit sucked but out of sight out of mind and it’s not hard.

I started doing cocaine about 7 or 8 months ago. It started off at festivals with my friends or nightclubs, but I’m now doing it daily for the past 3 weeks or so. I knew from the second I used cocaine that it was my drug of choice. I smoke weed daily, I’ve used MDMA, ketamine, 4MMC and a few others, but none ever clicked with me the same way cocaine did. I work full time and have a good relationship with my family and friends, and I don’t know where this addiction has come from. When I’m not high I don’t crave it, but the second I do a little line or bump, I can’t stop. I’m doing about a gram daily, sometimes more, sometimes less. It’s not really affecting my life too much—I still go to work, I still see my friends and my family, and no one knows about my addiction. My biggest problem is nighttime, where I can’t put down the bag. I work a manual labour job with an early start, so it’s not at all sustainable to be taking cocaine late at night. It’s currently 3am as I’m writing this, and I’m up for work in about 2 hours. I feel like I’m losing control of my life, but at the same time I feel happy throughout the day when I’m not using—but also empty. I don’t even know how to explain it. It’s like one minute I’m inside my head thinking about how much I hate this drug, what it’s doing to me, and how much I want to stop. Then the next minute I’m happy, joking around, full of energy. Then I switch up again and start thinking about railing a fat line when I get home. I don’t know what to do, how to break this addiction, or how to feel about it. I don’t know how to stop justifying it and telling myself every night that it’s my last time, and then going straight back to it the next day. I’m using about a quarter ounce a week, and if I go out to party on the weekend, I’ll easily go through a 3.5 throughout the night. I don’t know what to do. It’s fucking me up, and I’m just stuck in this vicious cycle with no way out.

We gotta fix these fucking potholes, man. It's so frustrating to have to delete my typos when I'm trying to merge

God grant me the serenity to accept the things that are so over, the courage to say fuck it we ball, and the wisdom to know we are so fucking back

Why is it called a soft pretzel when I am literally hard the entire time

Why do I have 6 cup holders if I’m not supposed to drink and drive?

Nooo babe don’t make me wear a condom think about the microplastics

my opp just fucking replaced my cigarette with a lit stick of dynamite while my eyes were closed. im so fucking sick and tired of this

don’t be like that your honor

Oh man. Artemis II accidentally hit a giant trampoline and now it's headed right back into space. Not good. Not good at all.

eating pussy like a pitbull mauling a toddler

The CIA to the pro-American chimps

@ughfinewhatever Fuck relish marry ketchup love chili

fuck marry kill friday: hotdog toppings (dealer’s choice)

got added to this girls close friends expecting to see her shaking ass but she genuinely might just kill herself ngl

Oh fuck yes

I’ve sent JD Vance to Pakistan to negotiate with the Iranians. I’d go myself; but I don’t want to go to Pakistan.

asked a girl to coffee. she said how about 10 tomorrow? 10 coffees an insane amount of coffee to drink. date canceled

every time someone asks my brother if he is going to marry his girlfriend he says, “she’s currently the front runner”

Niggas be having 5 "RIP's" in they bio. Like damn the opps smoking y'all ass

Did you hear about the guy who collapsed while climbing Mount Everest? Authorities just found Himalayan there.