vanie

my sexual fantasy is to be seen without having to talk

where's chaar diwaari when u need him man

in the bathroom half sleepy and there's a moth who keeps running into the bulb again and again and im so incredibly moved how do i tell him this is just hollow likeness of the flame and ur love story is torn apart and won't ever be fulfilled

accurate representation of my listening activity lately

@kjd0pe the other day i used a socket for the first time, a socket i didn't even know was there and i found myself wondering this exact thing

have you used all the sockets in your house

something about imtiaz ali is that man is so insistent on erasing the female subjectivity from all his male characters,,,, the absence of the woman drives so much and so many of his narratives

@ajeebani u place the bar on the ground and men start digging into the soil so they can be as further down from the bar as possible

just when i think m*n haven’t said or done enough… they find another way to outdo themselves .. wow yaar .. hats off .. actually fuck off 🤩

id be having a normal day but then remember my 17 year old cousin, who's been dating her boyfriend for 4 months, has his initial tattooed on her wrist and my day is just instantly easily atleast 10x worse

u go out for a gedi in ur small town and bam six different classmate sightings in 30 mins

can't wait for the baarishein so i can start my purple tongue jamun masti

peaches are my fruit of this summer

they tell me my grandmother who died awfully young indeed had schizophrenia so the genes are all locked in baby

talking to myself in the comment section of my instagram account with 0 followers i love being schizophrenic

thinking of the time when spotify links wouldn't embed in tweets and everyone j looked crazy on here tweeting random strings

one of the greatest love songs of our times open.spotify.com/track/2cPUB8EO…

@bel1ndasayss the loopholes a woman will invent merely to justify her imposter syndrome

@bel1ndasayss i am smart enough to present as smart but not actually smart

i hate when people call me smart bec im not actually smart i just know how to project a vision of me as "smart" and ur j falling for it so v easily don't u see that i just know big words and a general basic idea of what they mean and im j hoping u don't know what they mean

@dukhtarissues i will give u my firstborn

@fruitchaaat YES

kiss semantics marry ontology kill epistemology

when you khaao gaali from driving lessons w father every morning but u also get to watch sunrises so it kinda balances out

need to journal but being home means i can only take it out when no ones around and then after writing i have to hide it again bec not only does it have musings on everything in my head its also overflowing w photos and letters that if parents accidentally saw im legit dead