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@ghostking07x

18 | sort of digital diary | slowly rotting away in my room while going insane

in your walls Beigetreten Mayıs 2024
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updated edtwt introduction: - 18yo - restrictive ed - cw about 44 idk - gw 40 - need moots ! (btw i am really insecure so i might come off as weird/cold but istg i am actually not that bad)
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nova@ghostking07x·
okay so i’m back down to bmi 16.0 🫩 still 1.2 bmi points above my lw but i WILL get back to that
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nova@ghostking07x·
okay so i’m gonna try my hardest NOT to develop an alcohol problem bcs those cals are NOT it wtf
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nova@ghostking07x·
WHY IS VODKA SO HIGH IN CALORIES FUCK THIS SHIT
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@summervv1ne straight bs, were already ashamed enough as is, no need to add to that tf, all that does is drive us further into isolation and getting worse and btw ,,i started developing an ed, discovered that it’s embarrassing and stopped“ is just dumb, it’s no diet you switch on and off wtf
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nova@ghostking07x·
attempted to start asking my mom if she could take a look at my lymphnodes and before i could even finish my sentence she just fully rolls her eyes like yeah okay girl fuck you too
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nova@ghostking07x·
i think at least one lymph node is swollen, i really don’t wanna go to the doctor but i think i might really have to 😭😭
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nova@ghostking07x·
i feel like i should really not be smoking rn lmao
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nova@ghostking07x·
i might actually be fucked, i have a history with neutropenia, got a bunch of really bad and actively worsening infections back to back and now my dad just got sick
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nova@ghostking07x·
i need my lw back NEOWWWWWWW DO YOU HEAR ME UNIVERSE TAKE ME BACKKK
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nova@ghostking07x·
TMI but i recently got a TINY cut on my finger (that obv immediately got infected) and the next day i had a HUGE, and i mean MASSIVE underground pimple on my forehead and the day after i developed a mouth sore. all because my IMMUNE SYSTEM FUCKING HATES ME MAKE IT STOPPPP AHHHHH
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nova@ghostking07x·
I THOUGHT I WAS OBESE AND THE WHOLE TIME I WAS ACTUALLY SKINNY AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE AHAHAHA IM KILLING MYSELF
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nova@ghostking07x·
i just looked through a bunch of old bodychecks DO I SLIT MY SHIT OR SHOULD I HANG MYSELF BCS WTF
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nova@ghostking07x·
some fucking alarm is going off somewhere outside (i think ?) MAKE IT STOPPP
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nova@ghostking07x·
MY PERIOD IS 26 DAYS LATE IS IT TOO EARLY TO CELEBRATE ?????
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nova@ghostking07x·
@nova07x it’s okay i don’t like you either
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nova@nova07x·
i have one single friend and the only things we have in common is our diagnoses and the fact that we’re both in some way gay 💔
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@thehedrta just sharing methods is already bad enough but ENCOURAGING ?? yeah good riddance
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herta of edtwt ☆@thehedrta·
just saw oomf recommending and encouraging v0mit purging.. safe to say they're not my oomf anymore 🙏🏼
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