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imma omad halo top tomorrow

wieiad ( 5/1 ) ~ fasting !

i wanna get crazy drunk but it’s so high cal

i’ve been so adverse to having sex to the point i finally did yesterday and bled everywhere from being torn/too tight lol at least i don’t have my period

@heartfullofana it’s not even true, just gotta eat at maintence forever .. i already know calorie counting is for life if i wanna stay my gw forever once i reach it

”starving yourself isn’t good in the long run because once you stop you’ll gain all the weight back” well it’s a good thing i’m not planning on stopping anytime soon lol 💀

i have the worst head ache but need to go on walk gfffe

@dearangeldotmp3 @jest3rpanik thank you!!!

@jest3rpanik @ilyrinrin_ It’s called Calory!! It’s super good because you can set your intake to whatever you want, track your water, your weight, etc!!!

I dont wanna talk about it 😅 it was super yummy though!!

@lilyuwy it causes her a lot of health problems from malnutrition and low energy , eating is like a chore to her

@lilyuwy my sister eats what she wants and she’s insanely skinny but the truth is she forgets to eat / doesn’t feel hungry EVER so she’s technically in a constant deficit and since she never feels hunger / forgets to eat her stomach is small so she can’t eat a lot because she gets full

how do all my skinny peers eat sm trash when we hang out and still stay so thin #edtwt

@scene_angella 20lbs

#edtwtㅤ how long did it take for you guys start seeing physical results? or like how many pounds were lost when you/the people around you noticed

girl breakfast

gonna fast tomorrow and have 500c sunday , i’m so bloated

@kintsugiclouds 120 :(((

what is everyone’s gw for the end of malnourished may?

@_brwuisedd wait what guard do that have??? i’ve been using them as is

does any1 know if these r good after u take the guard off I wanna buy some (。•̀ᴗ-)و ̑̑✧ ᴵ ᵒⁿˡʸ ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ʰᶦᵗ ˢᵗʸʳᵒˢ ᶦᶠ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʰᵉˡᵖˢ #shtwt #shedtwt #slittwt #cuttwt #disordertwt

he keeps bumping into my cuts and opening them , i’m worried he will see them i’m so pathetic i hate myself

listening to songs i used to listen to in 4th grade is so nice , i was such a weird kid lol

maybe i talk and act like a child with my boyfriend because i miss being little when everything was magical , life is so bad ill never birth a daughter — she will forever stay in my tummy where safety remains , i’ll take the damage i suppose

Everyday I’m haunted by the fact that old men and women have pictures of my 9 year old naked body.