Nishiki of shedtwt

MOOT HUNT AGAIN #promotwt 19 / 06line he/him ESPECIALLY MOOT ME IF YOURE INTO YAKUZA, NU CARNIVAL & ART/OCS !!! i post my cuts/bc occasionally (=^ェ^=) basic dni & if youre under 15 ☆ミ ♡ / ↺ for moots ! #shtwt #shedtwt #edtwt #ricecakestwt

man im so gay i love dudes. i wanna make out passionately with another guy.

@mizombs as in this guy? /j

pro tip for those who have adhd: do speed 😊

i feel miserable while starving AND when eating can i die actually

i have to wake up at 8am tmr to go see my psychiatrist, i DONZ EANT TO IM GONNA KMSMMSSSSS

there has never been a single day in my life where i enjoyed being alive nor where i have loved (being) me

I can’t sleep anyway. I wish I had a penis so I could be fucked in the ass while being jerked off

i weigh less than the world’s largest mini egg. body dysmorphia cured

im so sick of managing my hair i wanna shave my head so bad

all i wanna do is lay in my bed, stuff my face and cry bro i need to lock back in and get my steps in 💔💔

@T_Obidei OMG ME MENTIONED

oomfz i can name from my head amilika grimmjow zack fin jax1 saam charlie kirk lee napoleon jesus christ fedya wonderchuj lanie sophie xe kirara inumaki tianna morse code clown mahito mikami nick mietek thistle zaim zorathy josuke nishiki maru shiroi grey yuno

@disgracedlina war mein plan bis ich gelesen hab dass es lowk länger dauert als ich dachte und dass man davon mies kotzen muss 💔✌️ brauch ne neue methode man

Was ist eure meinung zu suicide per kohlenmonoxidvergiftung?

@maris_diary_ the guilt is genuinely soul crushing, i hope you'll manage to get better for the sake of you and your bf 🫶

@itsgettingfishy it's the worst type of depression that makes me feel so guilty for living like that because i end up being a burden for my bf... it's sad but it's a reality that i need to face in order to become a better me

i think my high functioning depression is turning into being too weak to do anything depression

watching my thinspo irls eat so much food without having to worry about it and still staying skinny

@maris_diary_ fr bro even just moving a muscle is too exhausting, let alone taking care of oneself (´Д` )

@itsgettingfishy real ! i literally want to just do nothing because im so drained and exhausted from my depression ... :(

@magicalcalories i dont know any specific number but prolly smth around 56kg

#edtwt if you’re comfortable sharing, what was your highest weight?

why is existing so excruciating

Sometimes I look back at my childhood and yea there’s no way I was ever going to turn out normal there was just no way

but i want the game NOWWW