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SAY HI TO ANAK BARU GWEH NAMANYA "DIDYUT"

today w/ @juanzien

ngechat @juanzien jam 18.56 nanya apakah dia tertarik nonton monster apa ga. ga sampe 10 menit kemudian DIA LGSG BELI TIKET WKAKWKAKWKA YESSS

he talks exactly like trump. no professionalism whatsoever. it’s actually kinda funny to see considering they’re buddies, literally just two peas in a shitty crybaby pod

besok..

2nd time at the cinema's this april >_<

@studismust WKWKWK apa aku buka jasa tarot yh

dibikinin chara di tomodachi sm awra mksh om @itstalbc personalityny jjur gw bgt km peramal ya

life apdet dikit lh dsini

im so fucking scared

i dont want to be alone

the grieve is still so bad

"ted jangan dipencet tombol yang ituuuuu"

Fomo? Gila lu anjing

she'd have def went to my college graduation just like she did at my highschool graduation

nangis lagi kocak

can you believe that this is my last chat to her? "kak, minta tolong fotoin mesinnya dong, tante mau liat" it hurts me to even look at the pic again... cant even imagine how much pain she was in ☹️

☹️

my last words to her were "semangat tan, semoga lekas sembuh ya" as i held her hand buat salim. never thought that was the last time aku bakal pegang tangannya.

selasa malem aku bru tau kalo selama ini dirawat di rs tuh udah di fase perawatan paliatif, rabu paginya tante meninggal. it feels like ive tried to ignore how devestating her condition actually was and thought that surely she'll get through this. oh how wrong i was...

@juanzien banget

@itstalbc Kanker jahat bgt anj :''

"udah gaada yang ngajak kamu makan dan jalan2, kak" mama... aku tau kok ma.. tau banget... kemarin udah nangis kejer bgt krn itu... semuanya udh aku pikirkan...