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@paranoiaintro I See 👀tbh I’m gna make mine anyways bc I got my friends here too so . I kind of just Have to dive in. The thing holding me back is the name for the server LMFAO

@jaspdrick OH one of my mutuals was also planning on making an 18+ server!! i am not sure if she will actually make it, but it would just be nice to have one in general. my previous fandom was also quite riddled with children, but i was fortunate to have a good circle of older fans...

so consider this: toxic kendrytrev dynamic in which ryan and trevor both use kendrick as a rebound of sorts for whenever they want to get away from each other. like hes not even their third hes just like their emotional support

@paranoiaintro NO LIKE ACTUALLY WHAT IS TJIS SERIES DOING YO ME

@jaspdrick ME TOO.... UUGGH i have A Lot to talk about. there is so much stuff ive thought out for them. it is driving me nuts. What is rabbit yaoi doing to me

@paranoiaintro like tbh now I Understand how people must have felt reading my fics when I was like 16 because oh my God it’s so noticeable now. I didn’t realize how dire the state of affairs in this fandom was until I started Looking for stuff

@jaspdrick RIGHT... its like... I get it. but its a little worrying and very very awkward to slowly realize the yaoi fanfic you are reading was written by a kid when youre an adult. i just grimace and exit immediately LOL

@paranoiaintro TBH I WAS THANKFUL YOU FBED BC GOD KNOWS I NEED ADULT MUTUALS

@jaspdrick OHHH OF COURSE!!! Oh dude ive been SUFFERING because none of my friends like jumpcut as much as i do and its been TORTUROUS trying to make friends in this fandom because its so full of kids. love my mutuals and all, but its always much better to talk to people older than 16 😭

@paranoiaintro I can go on for days I just like putting these guys in Situations

@jaspdrick OOHHH 👀👀👀👀👀 I would Love to see that come to fruition if u do intend to write it.... i dont have a complete grasp on trevors character, but the fic im writing Is from his pov, so i have a bit of experience writing him. if you ever need any help, let me know!

@paranoiaintro OH THANK YOU MY GOAT if you have disc feel free to add me I Hate dming on Here so bad

@paranoiaintro YEAH. And that’s fine we all start Somewhere but man I want my gooner content and it takes me out so hard when it’s Obvious it’s a kid man . Like I get it but also FUCK MAN

@jaspdrick yeah, i hate to hate but it is very clear that a lot of these fics were written by wattpad kids. which is fine! Theyre just. Not my cup of tea. and it is so incredibly frustrating to have No decent fics to read cuz I WANNA READ YAOI!!

@paranoiaintro no of course I get that so hard LMAOOO nws ofc. tbh I just want more adult jumpcut friends so that was a weird roundabout way of asking if we could talk more BUT OFC HMU IF U EVER WANT A THIRD OPINION LMAO

@jaspdrick MAYBE... i am nowhere near done yet and already have multiple friends volunteering, but it cant hurt to get another opinion. i will let you know ^__^

@paranoiaintro NO I AGREE you See My vision . I was going to write smth among that lines LOL so

@jaspdrick yeah! i think he knows when he should step on the brakes, but ultimately hes a lot more secure and just does things for the love of the game. honestly, he could also be trevors rebound for his ryan troubles for that exact reason LOL

@paranoiaintro this is True no Hate. Tbh that’s kind of what dragged me out of the weird hiatus I’ve had towards writing. if nobody is going to want to step up and write what I want and decently I guess it’s time to return to writing …

@jaspdrick definitely!!! from what weve talked about, it sounds like youve thought a lot about them already, so im sure your fics and characterization will turn out just fine ^__^ cant be worse than whats already on ao3 LOL

@paranoiaintro can I proofread your fics Perhaps. I am Nosy and Need more Jumpcut stuff iykyk

@jaspdrick I Understand. What i am writing is also......... not........ family friendly.............. i actually hardly ever write any fluff, most of my fics are whump/angst and That Stuff LOL

@paranoiaintro YOURE JUST ANOTHER ME. I love fluff but also. 👀👀

@paranoiaintro YEAH. tbh That’s kind of Why I like Jasper.. he’s like me fr. like Ryan but a lot more self aware he just doesn’t Care LOL

@jaspdrick 👀👀👀👀 I Am Listening.... i think theyd have a somewhat similar dynamic to rytrev, but jasper is a lot more. Hm. how do i put this. hes more self-aware

@paranoiaintro Surely it will be Okay

@paranoiaintro this is True. thank you man I feel a lot More confident now LMFAO this is True. I just want to actually always try to have decent characterization bc I love dialogue and stuff of that Sort and sometimes I worry it feels a little Samey but we barely know anything about the guys so

@paranoiaintro I have to free ball my fics anyways because some Aren’t the most family friendly I’ll say that much…! but unfortunately I’ve always felt the most inspired for that type of writing and I have pure fluff planned so it should even out in the end…

@jaspdrick I GET IT.... then i think you could finish up your existing wips and upload them to ao3 first to garner Some attention... ill kind of of just be freeballing my fics because im shy LOL

@paranoiaintro I just want content for the other 3 man. I would probably be all in if it wasn’t for my inherent need to consume everything relating to characters I kin and Hard LMAO. tbf I started off as a Trevor kinnie so . I have a soft spot

@jaspdrick i am unfortunately Extremely Extremely weak for that kind of dynamic so they hooked me in easily... though i wouldnt blame anyone if they Didnt like them, a lot of their very outspoken shippers are incredibly annoying

@paranoiaintro NO ITS OKAY ITS MY FAULT REALLY I Should have been clearer. I have trevsper ideas but none involve getting along I can say That much

@jaspdrick OHHHH LOLL MY BAD... But in that case yes i understand completely!! i Was confused because i thought you were implying jasper and trevor would get along and i was like Hm. thats not quite right

@paranoiaintro but you Are right it would be better to practice with requests since it feels less high stakes in a way. Hm.. much to think about

@paranoiaintro you are Right though I just. I don’t know I get mad at myself if my characterization is Off which is stupid because I write mainly self indulgent stuff but I tend to force myself to do character studies and actually nail things before writing for pleasure