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today someone at work asked me, "kasih satu alasan knp pengen bgt nonton BTS." after i answered, they looked at me and said, "in this economy? mending ditabung aja uangnya, dollar naik dll" && honestly, i get it. tapi mereka nggak tahu seberapa besar gue sayang sama mereka. you see a concert ticket, i see years of memories. you see a few hours in a stadium, i see a dream i've been carrying for almost half of my life. because BTS was there through different versions of me. pas gue lagi bahagia. pas gue lagi capek. pas hidup ngerasa berat. bahkan pas gue ngerasa kehilangan arah. jadi pas orang bilang, "mending tabung aja uangnya," gue paham bgt maksudnya. but this isn't just a concert for me. ini kesempatan buat akhirnya ada di tempat yang sama dengan orang-orang yang tanpa mereka sadari, udah jadi bagian besar dari hidup gue. & maybe that sounds dramatic. but if you've ever loved something with your whole heart, you'd understand..