xo, kai .

⠀ ⠀:¨ ·.· ¨: #edtwt intro ; ⠀ `· . kai [he/him] ﹒'08 ⠀⠀ ✚ ₊ ana , sh , bpd .⋆ - [ ᡣ𐭩 or ↻ to be moots ]

need

when i’m inactive on here just know i’m being fat

Me going on edtwt happy with the fact i havent binged all day only to see "kangel of shedtwt" has been fasting for 500hrs, worked out for 3hrs at the gym and is calling her bmi 12 self "fat"

i genuinely feel like this rn i'm tweaking the fuck out i hate mood swings

my history teacher is such a bitch she genuinely hates my whole class for no reason

i wanna be more active but i keep forgetting that this account exists ughhh

@wavekcals realest shit anyone has ever said on this app, i get u

they need to bring back lobotomies for people w bpd i cant live like this anymore

just cut my hair and got the craziest gender euphoria ever

skip thinner wake up dinner

@takizberry PUKU PUKU PAW PAW

HOW MANY FOLLOWERS AND FOLLOWING???

@takizberry people are weird ig

@kaistarzz LITERALLY WHY DIDNT HE JUST TALK TO ME ABOUT IT

so my friend is blaming himself for my relapse? like he posted about it and didnt even talk to me.. he said he triggered me??

i might aswell just end it all...

"Nothing tastes aa good as skinny feels" yea my stomach giving me sharp pain felt so good mnghhhh im suchhhh a masochisttttttuh

on some days my mind tells me to starve and be tiny, on other days it tells me to become a gymbro... ts is so confusing...

2 years since i promised myself i would recover... i'm still stuck here i'm such a loser

hi guys

once you gain weight after being at your lw you will never get a moment of peace or feel pretty again

<33

all i can think about is getting as skinny as possible.