carley 🖤🧷🩸

it’s so hard fighting the urge to tell him i miss him, like why do i wanna tell him i miss him when the version of him that i miss doesn’t even exist

i’ll truly never understand how he did what he did to me when he was truly my greatest protector

@Jxblud okayyy i’ll let you know 🫶🏻

@luvsomebodyelse Ewwww fuck him, I’m looking at coming but can’t do definite just yet just cos idk what chemo is happening but if it’s still going in a month or so pls lmk!!!

does anyone want to come to all points east with me and share a hotel? i have a spare ticket so that will be free just half for a hotel

@Jxblud it’s okay i hope it works out for you because it’s the worst feeling ever, i had my nose done privately and spent thousands just to now not breathe or sleep properly and stuff so can’t imagine how you must be feeling :( but definitely do it try everything

@luvsomebodyelse Perfect I’m gonna contact the hospital to get a copy of things then, it very much is effecting my mental health aswelll as my physical health so thankyou so much this helps so much!!!

Has anyone got any advice or has gone through the legal process of medical neglect & misdiagnosis please? Any help would be greatly appreciated

@Jxblud it’s the twenty one pilots day, i was meant to be going with my boyfriend but he’s a dirty cheat so i’ve taken both the tickets so you can have his for free would just need to try find a hotel or something for that night

@luvsomebodyelse 👀

@Jxblud yeah i basically collected everything i could the dates, what happened any names of doctors and nurses you can remember and i put it all into my notes app in chronological order or what happened literally every detail you can remember, and stress the impact on ur mental health

@luvsomebodyelse I have had multiple things happen and continue to happen but I think I’ve got more than enough for a solid case now?? Did you find you needed all your medical history etc for it? I would like to gather it all before going forward x

@Jxblud if you think you have a claim act on it straight away because it’s so hard to win if you wait long

@Jxblud my situation is completely different from yours but i got a nose septorhinoplasty and can’t breathe from it after being told i’d breathe better and i tried with the no win no fee solicitor people because because i waited too long to try it was just invalid. so the best advice is

@EveryonesMuma that’s what i told him, you don’t hurt someone you love like that, especially doing it whilst i was poorly in hospital like it’s just extra evil, 2 hours before i found out he told me he’s picked the month next year he wants to propose in i was so blindsided it was so unlike him

@luvsomebodyelse Because boys r pathetic, i may sound harsh and i dont doubt he has feeling for u but he cant love u after cheating on u 😡

day 6 no contact with my ex and my heart physically aches like i’m in actual pain. i just looked through our scrapbook and memory books one last time before boxing them up and putting them at the back of my wardrobe and im so sad, i really thought he’d be my forever

@EveryonesMuma i have never been the revenge type so i didn’t want to but then after cheating and us splitting up hes done some other things just to make it 10 times worse for me and i dont get why when he said he still loves me so when he did those things then i decided i needed revenge

@luvsomebodyelse Hahaha i love that, oh i would of cut all his clothes and everything me

@EveryonesMuma i would love that 😂, the only bit of revenge i could get on him was he was still logged into spotify on my tv so one of my family members sat there and removed 1000 of his liked songs it’s petty but he would have been annoyed haha

@luvsomebodyelse Oh good, i’ll go shop get some eggs and egg him if he does 😂

@EveryonesMuma he isn’t going i took the tickets and he wouldn’t dare go😂 i got him into dom, but if he ever does turn up to anything i give everyone permission to slap him 😂 x

@luvsomebodyelse U have all us… i’ll slap him if u want 😂

@EveryonesMuma i’m dreading the o2 gig we were supposed to be going together and i’m bringing another friend but so may of the idols songs are important to us because of bludfest so im just going to be a fucking wreck the whole night 😂 plus seeing him in the o2 is going to make me emotional x

@luvsomebodyelse Its still early days carly u just need time x

@EveryonesMuma i hope so it’s been over 3 weeks and i still feel like im in hell

@luvsomebodyelse Awww carly this is so awful for u, but u will be ok x

i don’t want to have to learn a new person i knew everything about him i miss my person :( the worst part he doesn’t even act like the person i knew anymore so im grieving someone that doesn’t exist

don’t want to be alone forever but also don’t want to ever fall in love so deeply just to have my world crushed again by the boy i trusted most

this better be worth my £75 😭

was meant to be going to paris tomorrow with the love of my life 💔 it’s crazy how quickly life can change