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Read this thread to see some of my current favorite recoveryspo
Im just posting ones I either haven't seen before or really hit home for me right now in hopes other people hopefully are inspired
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madison|#1 snoopy lover of recovtwt
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madison|#1 snoopy lover of recovtwt
@madisonmakesit
recoverytwt ♡ recovery for bulimia ♡ 19 ♡ livie & swiftie ♡ reader ♡ snoopy lover ♡ psychology♡ cat lover♡
Beigetreten Nisan 2026
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But in all seriousness fr tho if youre racist get AWAY from me and OFF MY PAGE and go READ A BOOK and hopefully LEARN SOMETHING and become a better person before I start going off🙏
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Just cut off a friend because she was extremely racist today and I told her dont try to call me or come by my house and I said that not even to reference this but then I realized 😭I'm not making this up lmao. Im not sad abt it tho cause she's disgusting
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This is not at all related to recovery i just had to post this lmao
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Okay that's a lie I am a little sad about it but like she's been a horrible person for a while I just never spoke up because I didnt have any other friends til a few months ago but this crossed the line of no return lol and I blocked her
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@madisonmakesit this happened to me during refeeding, tell ur dietitian and if u have any way to tell ur primary care doctor pls do, thats how i got a referral to a GI specialist
good luck …. i see so much of myself in u
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TW//Vomiting (but not on purpose)
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I woke up with a burning fever and then for the past hour I cant stop myself from throwing up it keeps happening and I dont even have any way to get to a doctor unless I get an ambulance & unless I throw up blood im not
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@postsyncope Wait maybe that's what the problem is? Im gonna try to get someone to take me to the doctor tomorrow so I'll have to bring that up
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sorry for not being very active today it hasn't been a very fun day lol I've just been resting trying to feel better
madison|#1 snoopy lover of recovtwt@madisonmakesit
TW//Vomiting (but not on purpose) - - - I woke up with a burning fever and then for the past hour I cant stop myself from throwing up it keeps happening and I dont even have any way to get to a doctor unless I get an ambulance & unless I throw up blood im not
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Gonna do that i tried to call my 3 irls who don't have babies every single one of them is busy the rest of my irls have babies or very little kids and I dont want to get them sick
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@cinnapastel Lowkey maybe I should get parental controls for some of these apps and websites and like make one of my irls have the password for it so I cant change it or something
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@cinnapastel Wait that makes sense I understand that
I think for me I'm just way too optimistic even when im relapsed im like oh you binged or didn't lose weight or gained weight that's fine it'll start working tomorrow idk I was delusional but I will say I havent opened it since recovery
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Might delete the bmi calculator app because realistically there's no reason for me to be obsessing over a stupid number as long as I'm healthy who cares what bmi it says I am like everyone looks different at the same bmi so it's bs
It still hurts that im not at the
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@cinnapastel Idk it's weird like who gets lowkey addicted to a bmi app of all things lol but im like theres websites and stuff I can always use but for some reason it feels like a security blanket
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@cinnapastel Im glad for you for me it's harder cause I kinda almost had an addiction to it somehow like id play with all the numbers and stuff changing them to a bunch of numbers to see what bmi id be at at certain weights and like id keep it at my ugw to look at when id open the app
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@laelqxx I understand not wanting to break up with her because of this but at the end of the day it's literally love or death because your ed will kill you and if being with her makes you relapse... that's just not good. But I cant tell you what to do so this is all just sihgestions
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@laelqxx Wrong and so i would say that you honestly need to have a tough conversation with her and be like I love you but you're going down a very dangerous road and its triggering to me. And if she still keeps going down it I honestly think you need to consider breaking up.
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I have a very big problem
Lately my gf started to talk a lot about how she wants to lose weight, and I see how she's skipping meals/trying to eat less, but she says everything is okay but I'm worried
She also mentioned counting calories, and is judging her body more than before
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@madisonmakesit Your ed wants you dead so why care what tf it wants 🙄
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And im sure I could technically eat more its just that my body is so used to these portions now that if I eat more my body gets in so much pain and feels sick so im trapped where if I eat too little I feel sick and if I eat more than im used to even a normal amount I feel sick
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Also adding onto that the toddler sized portions i keep wanting to eat as if im not an adult woman 😭 like genuinely im finally getting myself to eat something cause it's imminent and im eating rice & beans in a bowl meant for a baby. Because I physically can't eat more.
madison|#1 snoopy lover of recovtwt@madisonmakesit
Recovering is so weird because its like parenting a toddler except its myself Like here's the vision: They won't fucking stop running away from you and sit still (over exercising) They're picky as hell They throw tantrums (cry) when forced to eat smth they dont want to
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@b0nes0fsal "Cutesy aesthetic lexapro" meanwhile they prescribed it to me while I was in the mental hospital at one of the lowest points of my life like okay girl shut the fuck up
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the concept of calling lexapro a cutsie aesthetic medication as if its not like used for mentally ill ppl bruh
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