max! ˖ִ ִ࣪𖤐 (-11/25lbs)

⛧ 𝕵𝖚𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖈𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖇𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉 ⛧ ₊⊹₊⋆ ☠︎︎ ⋆₊ ⊹ ꒰🧵 for #edrtwt ꒱

once u do hard drugs, weed feels so underwhelming

the scale hasn’t moved in two days and it’s starting to pmo

i feel so fucking fat

@pnkiespo ty!! :))

@maxcals666 happy birthday!!

birthday omad !! . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ 06/07 🎉 ✮ turkey w veg ~ 280c ✮ diet root beer float ~ 150c today sucked but i let myself have real ice cream for the first time in months, only spiraling a little bit. i was alone all day so i spent a lot of money for a dopamine hit

@dandelionteabag thank you love :)

@maxcals666 happy birthday !! Its looks delicious and im spiritually giving you a hug and blowing out candles with you rn.

I NEED TO STOP FUCK!NG E4T!NG

losing weight for what? to go out with the friends i don't have? to have sex with the boyfriend i won't get? to look good for the strangers i don't meet? why am i doing this?

i don’t want to i don’t have a choice

i’m glad ppl try to enjoy time with their family and friends and say those meals don’t count or bday cals don’t count or w/e but i just can’t get into that mindset. for me the cals always count & when i indulge for the sake of friends i end up hating myself so much more

once again annoyed about people making fun of arfid like it’s the hehe uwu i only eat chicky nuggies disorder and not something that fucks up your entire life and has killed at least two people just off the top of my head

@fatbeyondrepair thank you!! <3

@maxcals666 HAPPY BIRTH !!!! I hope you have a wonderful day 🫶🏻

it’s my birthday and the first thing i did when i woke up was weigh myself 🤩 i love being anorexic !!

Lowkey i think my sternum is the most visible that it ever has been now

@KJensen64624 ty :)

@maxcals666 Happy birthday :) 💖

@thintechgodhead thank you :) i’m trying

@maxcals666 happy birthday i hope you’re able to try and be kind to yourself today ❤️

today utterly sucks

@numbbackup thanks!! :)

@maxcals666 Happy birthday Max!

i just gave myself a haircut in the dark

@mandopel preash my friend

@maxcals666 🥲🥲 Happy Birthday though max ❤️